tation and I could have stopped Boomer from ever leaving that area and he never would have gone to the Officers Club." Salik stared at her for an instant with no change in expression. When he spoke, his tone was as gentle as it could be. "Boomer talked you out of it, didn't he?" "Yes." she nodded. "And he wasn't showing signs like Jolly was, and he fed you the line about going through Decon procedures?" "Yes." "Then don't be too hard on yourself." He put his hand on her shoulder again. "You made an error in judgment, but it was an understandable error, just like Boomer's error was understandable. If he were showing symptoms at that particular micron the both of you wouldn't have hesitated to act as you should have. It was just a cruel trick of fate that the disease hadn't yet hit him then." "But the bottom line Doctor, is that I should have known better. How can I ever be a responsible med-tech if I----" "Cassiopeia," his voice took on an almost parental air. "You've had to learn a pai Battlestar Galactica: Lost Planet Of The Gods Prelude It seemed like an eternity to Baltar since Imperious Leader had ordered him removed from the Leader's chambers to await eventual execution. So great was his fury and rage that the traitor's mind had scarcely taken note of his being transported in a shuttle to one of the other basestars, where he'd been tossed into one of their cold, dark prison cells. The only thought that filled his mind was a desire for revenge against the Cylons. A desire to make the Imperious Leader learn to regret the consequences of double-crossing him. There was almost nothing for him to do in the cold cell except huddle in a corner and let his mind run amuck with fantasies of how he could pull his desire for revenge off. To make the Cylons pay for double-crossing him and destroying all his dreams of wealth, power and glory. Only briefly, did he stop to think of his people on Piscera, and his wife, Ayesha.nful lesson, but you aren't the first person in the medical profession, be it a med-tech or a doctor, who's gone through something like that. No one's died because of this, and if we are able to isolate this virus and find a cure then this will be something you need not ever worry about again." He took a breath. "But even if that doesn't happen, I don't want you to beat yourself over this. And I don't want to see you develop any second thoughts about being a part of this staff. In just one sectar, you've shown more natural ability than any med-tech trainee I've ever worked with. I think you've got the potential to go a long ways in the medical profession, Cassiopeia." For the first time, Cassiopeia felt some of the depression inside her ease a bit. Since she'd joined the staff just after the escape from Carillon, she'd found Salik to be a magnificent teacher, mentor and father-figure to her. The first person since the death of her father ten yahrens before, who could provide that How they had died as a result of his actions, and because he had foolishly trusted the Cylons to keep their word. It didn't take him long to realize that thinking of them was too much for his psyche to bear. It only served to make him feel guilty and bring home the shame of his actions to his tortured soul. It's a sign of weakness to think of them, he thought. Don't think of them at all. Forget them. Think only of revenge. Revenge. Especially since he knew that if Ayesha were alive and able to speak to him now, her first instinct would be to spit in his face and express nothing but hatred for him. No amounts of pleas about how he'd done it for her, and wanted to make her a queen of all humanity would have done any good with her. For all of her ambition and greed, this was one idea she never would have contemplated. He'd known that. That was why he'd never summoned the nerve to tell her about it in advance. Already, he'd had one nightmare of seeing Ayesha lyin kind of role to her. If Salik was convinced that she could still make it as a med-tech, then there was indeed no reason for her to keep brooding about the events that had just happened. She needed to get back to her job immediately and do all she could to help. "Thank you, Doctor," she smiled and then assumed a business-like posture. "I'm ready to get back to work now." He gave her another smile of encouragement and they walked back over to the row of life support chambers. She looked down at the one that held Greenbean, and consulted the readouts. "Doctor, his life readings are going critical." "This pattern's going to repeat itself with all of them," Salik grunted. "Cassiopeia, lower the cryo-temps on every support chamber to minus 7.2. That's as low as it can go for the body to keep functioning, but at least it'll buy us the maximum time in terms of the virus' ability to spread through them." "That gives us about two sectans at best before their bodies can't take the cryo-freezg in the gutter of a prison cell next to him with a look of pure, cold emotionless hate on her once-beautiful but now battered face. He couldn't bear to think of her any longer, because he knew it would mean more nightmares and more guilt. And so he had rechanneled all of his emotions to the single-minded goal of achieving revenge against the Cylons. It was the only thing that literally kept him alive as the cold, dark days of isolation progressed in his cell. Only twice a day was a small container of water shoved inside the door, with no food provided at all. Finally, on the eighth day, his cell door at last opened and two centurions promptly dragged him out without saying a word to him. As he felt their powerful mechanical arms drag him down the corridors of the basestar, a sense of inevitability about his fate began to take hold. Like a frightened child, he began to sob hysterically as his mind easily pictured the sight of a centurion holding the long blade of a be process any longer." "I know," the Chief Medical Officer nodded. "Let's just pray to God that we find the cure long before then." "Sir?" Med-tech Nestor came up to them. "Commander Adama requests an update on the situation. He's in his quarters." "I'll give him the blunt truth." Salik went over to the nearby videocom unit. Since he had returned to his quarters, Adama had spent most of the time consulting his copy of the Book of the Word, the chief collection of holy writings in Colonial religion. He had always found it to be the greatest source of inspiration and comfort to him during times of crisis. Now, he needed to search it for a potential answer to a question that had formed in his mind the instant Apollo and Starbuck had mentioned the strange report of a vast magnetic void. If he could find the answer, then maybe, for the first time since their flight from the Colonies had begun more than a sectar ago, an answer to the question of where their final destination lay coattle sword above his neck. And then bringing it down in full fury to separate Baltar's head from his shoulders. The centurions herded him into a familiar looking room. Baltar barely took an instant to glance up and see the sight of Imperious Leader perched on his throne. Finally, the centurions let go of him and Baltar collapsed to the floor. "You are Baltar?" the Leader spoke in a courteous tone of voice. Baltar felt like laughing. Only a sectan and he's forgotten already? "As though you didn't remember, Your Eminence!" he placed a heavy amount of sarcasm on the title as he slowly came up to a kneeling position. There was a brief pause before the Cylon ruler spoke. "It would seem that my predecessor has left me with a difficult choice." Baltar forced himself to look up at the throne and felt his inner hysteria give way to befuddlement. "Your....predecessor?" "Was destroyed by your peers at Carillon," the Leader sighed, "A victim of the huld be found. But as he searched through the Book of the Word, trying to find the relevant passage, he found that the more immediate problem of the strange illness that had struck down the entire complement of Blue Squadron deserved more attention. For if that problem could not be addressed quickly, then the other question would become irrelevant for all eternity. And so, instead of looking for the answer to the first question, he spent his time re-reading the more familiar passages that dealt with Divine reassurance and guidance during times of crisis and tragedy. They had helped him get through the Holocaust, and now he needed them again to help him through this crisis. A centar had gone by with no news from the Life Station about the pilots, so he shut off his computer text of the Holy Book and decided it was time to get some answers. The instant he saw Salik's face on the videocom screen, he got straight to the point. "Dr. Salik," he said bluntly, "What is the status of Blue Squadruman desire to live." Bewilderment went through Baltar. Imperious Leader dead. The object of all his hatred gone forever. If he were to have any chance at all, Baltar realized that the last thing he needed to do was antagonize this new leader. "I, I tried to warn him!" Baltar said with deference, "I...I could have prevented him from----" "So it would seem," the Leader said as if in resignation. He then gazed down at the traitor, "Since the task of ruling the Empire fell to me, I have spent much time examining your epistle Baltar. In light of the fact that the humans have been able to escape from our detection, perhaps it is possible that you could help lead us to them." Baltar slowly got to his feet as he felt a sense of incredulity that this turn of events was taking place. "Why, why yes!" he smiled, "Yes Imperious Leader, that is true. I, I think as they do. I, I know where they will go and what they must do." "I find your reasoning quite logical," on." Salik shook his head, "I don't have any good news to report, Commander. The disease has spread through all of the men who were at that party, and in the two Ground Crew workers who serviced Boomer and Jolly's vipers after they landed. Fortunately they didn't come into contact with anyone else so the only good news I suppose I can report is that we've contained the disease from spreading any further in the Galactica." "But what about the men who are infected, Doctor?" Adama's voice rose. "That's the more urgent matter now." "I'm sorry, Commander. I can't isolate the virus yet. This is a strain that doesn't match anything in the annals of Colonial medicine. We need to go through more than fifty thousand major bacteria strians just to look for any similarities we can start with, and even with med-techs working the computers round the clock, Kobol only knows how long that would take." He paused. "For now, all I can do is put every one who's been infected in cryogenic suspension, whithe Cylon ruler said, "At this very micron, circumstances have forced me to disperse much of our Fleet across the reaches of the galaxy and I have been less than pleased with the lack of progress from my commanders. Perhaps it is possible that they lack the necessary qualities of leadership needed to locate them, that you alone might possess." The traitor felt a relieved smile come over his face, "Then...I am to be--" "Spared." Imperious Leader finished the sentence for him. Baltar felt the surge of relief coursing through him to the point where he felt as though he'd been reborn. "To serve the Empire!" he said boldly. "Indeed," the Leader nodded, "I shall place you under command of this very basestar. The affairs of running the Empire are so great that I have no intention of being as rash as my predecessor was, and searching for the Galactica myself. The entire complement of centurions aboard this ship will be completely at your disposal." At that instant,ch will at least buy us some time to look for a cure. But if we can't find it soon, then not even cryo- freeze will save their lives." Adama found it amazing at how blunt and to the point Salik was. A total contrast from his predecessor as Chief Medical Officer of the Galactica, Dr. Paye, who had been among the casualties of the Ovions at Carillon. Whereas Paye tended to dance around bad news with a lot of long-winded prefaces and qualifications, Salik believed in cutting through the felgercarb in an instant. "Doctor," Adama's tone grew more grave, "You understand the significance of these men, don't you? They represent more than half the fighting force that we need to defend this Fleet against Cylon attack. Without them, our defenses become weakened to an almost totally unacceptable level!" Salik sighed with sadness, "I understand all that, Commander. But I'm afraid that's your problem to deal with. Mine is just keeping them alive." An uneasy silence now filled the air that lasted the doors behind them opened and an IL Cylon entered the room. "Lucifer," the Cylon ruler spoke, "Take Baltar down to the lower levels and provide him with some sustenance and fresh clothing. See to it that he is fully briefed on the situation. I shall be leaving to begin my return to Cylon within a centar." "By your command, Your Eminence," the IL called Lucifer bowed and came alongside Baltar, "If you will accompany me, Count Baltar?" With some trepidation, Baltar began to follow Lucifer out of the throne room. "It will be a pleasure to work with you, Baltar," Lucifer said as they entered the outer corridor, "This should prove to be a most fascinating and rewarding experience." "Indeed," the traitor managed to nod. Incredible, Baltar thought to himself. This is exactly the turn of events I've been hoping for. I now have a chance to extract my revenge against these demons. If he had any hope of making his fantasy a reality though, then two things for nearly a half centon. "By your leave, sir?" Salik gently asked. "I really must get back to my duties." "Yes, yes." Adama nodded. "Stay with it, Salik. Give me updates every centar no matter what you find or don't find." The commander then shut off the videocom and warily rubbed his temples. He cast a glance at the holopicture of his wife Ila on the edge of his desk that he'd finally found the strength to take out of storage recently, and once again yearned for the comfort and strength she had always been able to provide him. Knowing that he needed to take charge of the situation, he then contacted the Bridge. "Omega," he said. "I want the complete data on all Colonial Service personnel in this Fleet with any flight experience sent up to me immediately." Chapter Five Apollo and Starbuck had parted company after leaving the Bridge, as both found themselves unable to talk now that the nightmare scenario of their entire squadron struck down by illness was confronting them. needed to happen. He needed to first do just what the Cylon ruler wanted him to do, and locate the Battlestar Galactica and her rag-tag fleet of survivors. And once he had accomplished that, it would be a matter of finding the right opportunity to make contact with Commander Adama and put his plan of achieving revenge against the Cylons into effect. Provided that Adama was willing to take the risk of trusting him again. Prologue: From The Adama Journals One sectar has passed since our escape from the deathtrap at Carillon. It has been by far the longest sectar in the lives of all of us, who now comprise this ragtag fleet of 70,000 wandering souls crammed into 220 odd ships, searching for a distant dream located on a planet known to us only from ancient writings. A dream that I have had to work with all my strength to make them believe in, so that the spark of hope can still burn within their souls. Without that spark of hope, we set ourselves up for The brash lieutenant headed immediately for the Life Station for a closer look at how his fellow pilots were doing, while Apollo decided that the only way he could get his mind off what had happened was to go see Serina. He reached the compartment door that lead to the quarters Serina shared with Boxey. They were not that spacious, with one room for bunk space and a second room with a turbo-dispenser, and Apollo reminded himself that at some point he and Serina needed to look at the possibility of finding quarters elsewhere on the Galactica that would provide just a bit more space that was needed for a married couple with a child. It would not be an easy request since space was already at a premium aboard the battlestar, but one thing Apollo wasn't going to stand for were quarters that offered only space for a bunk set-up where Boxey would have to sleep in the same room. At the very least some concession to a married couple so they could have a modicum of privacy had to be allowed. Evpotential disillusionment, willing to reach out for a quick and easy solution to our problem, just as we nearly did at Carillon, and in the end risk the destruction of all that remains of what was once the greatest, noblest civilization in the known universe. After one sectar, I have the feeling that the spark does exist within our people. We seem to have come to terms with the sad fact that the life we all knew in the Colonies is gone and lost to us forever. That there can never be any recovery of the things we took for granted in our lives that came as a result of living in a prosperous society where good food and luxury items had become the norm for almost all of us. That all of us must learn to accept the loss of homes, land, friends and loved ones, and do what we can to help us all survive for the future. So that on the day when we or our descendants locate this elusive Thirteenth tribe of humanity on a planet called Earth, it will be because of hard work and sacrifen if it meant moving off the Galactica altogether to quarters aboard a passenger freighter, Apollo was determined that he and Serina get the space they needed. When he opened the compartment door he saw that Boxey was playing with his robot daggit Muffit Two. Apollo had gotten the somewhat eccentric Electronics Scientist Dr. Wilker to build the robot as a replacement for Boxey's daggit that had been lost during the Cylon attack on Caprica City. The instant the robot had been presented to Boxey, the little boy had immediately fallen in love with his new pet and was soon inseparable from it. So much so, that it had almost put his life in jeopardy when Boxey had gone after his wandering daggit on Carillon and came within microns of being struck down by a Cylon centurion when the turbo-lift he had been riding had gone down to the bottom of the mine shaft levels of Carillon. Apollo still considered it a miracle that he and Starbuck had been in the corridor investigating at the time and beeice. Nothing gives me greater relief than to see that both my remaining children have in their own way, been able to move on from the tragedy of losing their mother and Zac, and are keeping that forward vision all of us need. In Apollo's case, it's been easier for him in that for the first time in his life, after seven yahrens of shy aloofness, he's genuinely fallen in love with a woman and it's become serious. With Serina, the former news reporter for Caprica's BNC network. I've at least had the privilege of knowing her for several yahrens through the interviews she'd done with me, so I know firsthand that Apollo's found a fine woman for himself. It almost seems clear to me and everyone else who knows them that an engagement announcement is all but imminent. And it wouldn't surprise me if this dinner party in my quarters this evening that's been arranged, is to be the occasion for that. If a sealing between Apollo and Serina does come to pass, not only would I be oven able to save Boxey's life. In the wake of the Carillon experience, both Apollo and Serina had worried that Boxey might show signs of emotional scars and trauma after all he'd been through. Living through the fiery destruction of Caprica City all around him. Losing all his friends, which included his primary class schoolmates and a kindly old woman named Thalia who'd lived next door to Serina, and who'd always been known as "Auntie" to him. And then the Carillon experience of escaping a brush with death and then seeing with his own eyes the horrifying results of what the Ovions had done to so many of the human visitors to Carillon. Yet amazingly, Boxey seemed to show more resilience then either Apollo or Serina could have expected. Within a day after the Galactica had put Carillon behind them, Boxey was already back to his usual precocious self and showed no signs of being scarred by any of the traumas he'd been through. Maybe it was the fact that he knew he had such a tight circle rjoyed by the thought of gaining a daughter, but a grandson as well. Serina's son Boxey is truly a joy. His sense of precociousness reminds me so much of Apollo when he was a boy. And so, these hopeful developments with Apollo and Serina have done much to ease the inner pain within me following the deaths of both Ila and Zac. Dimmed now to the point where the only death I still feel a sense of great loss over is not that of my wife or my youngest child, but that of Commander Fairfax. I will forever be haunted by the unanswerable question of whether or not his suicide hit on the basestar at Carillon was the key to its destruction. Never to know if the great commander of the Battlestar Columbia was sacrificing himself for the good of the Fleet, or throwing his life away because he saw no future for himself in a life where he could never command a battlestar again. And if it were the latter, does partial responsibility then rest with me for not having done a better job ofof new friends to count on that had helped. Especially the thought that he was about to gain for the first time in his life, a real father. It was one thing he'd never had at any time in his life since his natural father had been a university classmate of Serina's, who'd panicked and disappeared after a night of misguided drunken passion had left Serina pregnant and determined to keep her baby. So bitter was Serina about the experience that she refused to tell Apollo what his name was. It was as if she didn't want Apollo to ever get the idea of making a check to see if Boxey's natural fath But Serina never would have had to worry about Apollo checking up on a matter like that. Over the last sectar he'd built up a close relationship with Boxey to the point where he wanted Boxey to regard him as his true father for all time once Apollo became sealed to Serina. When that happened, the fact that Boxey wasn't his son by blood would be totally irrelevant. Indeed, Colonial law was quite e taking him into my confidence during that time at Carillon? I suppose the reason why I still feel the loss of Fairfax so much is because he was the only person left in this Fleet who was truly a peer of mine. An equal who held the same responsibilities I did at the time of the Holocaust. That isn't true of anyone left now, and I find myself missing the counsel of someone unafraid to speak their mind and doing it in a voice I could instinctively respect. Fairfax was like that. So was the late Commander Cain. Lords, how I wish there could have been just one man like that left among us. If anything, the burden that now rests on me as the leader of the Fleet wouldn't seem so....total. And at this time, what really makes the burden seem so total is that I have this Fleet of 70,000 headed toward something that even if real, I have no conception of what the right direction is. All I can be certain is that it lies far beyond the reaches of charted space to us. If therexplicit on that point. Ancient tradition going back many thousands of yahrens stipulated that any child of an unmarried woman or widow automatically became the son of whoever his mother happened to marry in the fullest legal sense of the term. Only if the mother was divorced and then remarried did the new husband become regarded as a "stepfather" only. Apollo noticed that Boxey was pointing his finger at Muffit, as though he were mimicing a warrior about to fire a laser pistol. He then cocked his finger and said, "Zap!" three times and then Muffit, who had been standing on his hind feet abruptly dropped to the floor. "Pretty good aim." Apollo grinned. The six yahren old child looked up and smiled wide. "Apollo!" "How've you been?" he reached down and lifted him up. "Great. Muffit's helping me learn how to be a warrior." "You're doing a good job, Muffit," Apollo looked down at the daggit then lifted Boxey up to his eye level again. "Your mom in?" "Yeah, she's ah...." abruptly, the lit is any hope of finding a clue to the direction the Thirteenth tribe took to Earth, it will only come once the stars cease to be familiar to us, and the planets we pass no longer have any names known to us. Right now, we are still a long ways from that. My faith in the wisdom of our course is secure even in the absence of a definite sign. But even so, I pray for one with all my strength just the same. Chapter One "You sure he's going to be there?" the unease in Boomer's voice was easily discernible. Starbuck let out a reassuring laugh as he guided the shuttle toward the distant outline of the luxury ship Rising Star. "Boomer, that's only the tenth time you've asked me that question since we left the Galactica. Of course he's going to be there. Helton owes me a big favor and what a better way for him to make good on his debt than by getting us a whole case of ambrosia." "How did this guy end up owing you a favor like that?" Boomer still couldn't belietle boy went silent. "Hey, what's this? Secrets?" Apollo's grin took on a sly edge. "What's she doing?" Boxey remained silent. "I'll bet I know what it is. She's trying on her sealing gown, right? And I'm not supposed to see." The little boy shrugged, "Sort of." "Apollo?" Serina's voice sounded from the next room. "I'll be right out. Just give me another micron." Apollo walked over to the compartment door that led to the next room, still carrying Boxey. "Don't worry. I've never believed in that old Gemonese superstition about bad luck to see a bride before the sealing ceremony." The door then slid open and Apollo froze in disbelief when he saw Serina step out, wearing not her sealing gown, but the tan tunic of a Colonial warrior. "Flight Corporal Serina reporting for duty, Captain." Serina smiled and gave a brisk military salute. Inside though, she was churning with anxiety, hoping at least that some disarming humor and Boxey's presence would be enough to soften the blow Apollve that he was now at this moment engaging in what amounted to a smuggling action that could lead to severe consequences if it were ever discovered by anyone in authority. "Because he made the mistake of hovering with a three-quarters Pyramid and raising a thousand cubits that he didn't have," Starbuck smirked. "So naturally, he had to come up with the most appropriate alternative to cash in order to settle his debt with me." The dark-skinned warrior eyed him with disgust. "Knowing you, I'll bet you had a loaded deck at the time." "Aw, c'mon Boomer. Once in a while the fates do reward a master player such as me." "I'll believe that only when I see it." He looked out and could see the Rising Star growing more distinct. "Anyway, are you really sure that we're going to be needing that whole case tomorrow?" "I'm sure," Starbuck's tone grew serious. "As soon as Apollo told me there was going to be this intimate little dinner in Adama's quarters tonight, ao had to be feeling at that instant. Apollo slowly lowered Boxey and stared at her further, his air of disbelief only deepening. "Is this some kind of a joke, Serina?" "No," she shook her head. "You're now looking at a fully qualified shuttle pilot who just completed her first solo training flight this morning." Her fiancee dazedly shook his head, as though he thought he might snap himself out of a dream. "When did you find the time to do something like that?" "What do you think I've been doing these last two sectans when you and I weren't seeing much of each other?" Serina answered. "I've been in shuttle training the whole time." "I see," Apollo said blankly. He then looked down at Boxey, "Uh...Boxey, can you excuse us for a couple centons? Your mother and I need to talk alone." "Sure," the little boy nodded and walked away from them, calling over to his pet, "Come on Muffit, they're going to argue." "We are not going to argue!" Serina bristled slightly as she glared at her son. Jll I needed to do was quietly bribe Boxey with a mushie to confirm it. He's proposed to Serina, and tonight's the night they announce it to the family." For the first time, a smile came over Boomer's voice. "Lucky you that they consider you as family." Starbuck glanced at his friend and then felt slightly uncomfortable. "Oh....well, I don't think they're slighting you Boomer, but ahh....." "Forget it," Boomer waved his hand. "You and Apollo have always had that kind of certain.....togetherness. I'm not about to be jealous over a thing like that." He paused, "Of course, being serious with Athena for so long hasn't hurt either." The blonde warrior avoided looking at him. "Yeah...., although Athena and I haven't been as serious as we used to be." "Oh?" Boomer raised an eyebrow. "Since when?" "Since just after the Holocaust." Starbuck decided it was time to be candid with someone about that. Boomer was by far the best person to do that withust as the doors to the compartment opened and Boxey and Muffit exited, they were able to hear him say just before the doors shut, "Yes they are." "Yes we are," Apollo said quietly, but without disguising the anger he now felt. "What in Hades do you think you're doing with this?" "Something I need to do, Apollo." His fiancee matched his tome. "Something to give my life a sense of purpose." "Serina, you can't be serious!" Apollo now raised his voice. "You're the most famous journalist in all the Colonies, and the Fleet's about to set up an information service that you'd be perfect for! Why would you turn your back on something like that?" "Because I don't want to be a journalist anymore, Apollo." Serina said. "We don't live in a society anymore where journalists can be productive people going around and ferreting out information that the people have a right to now. We're now living in a closed society where the military has to keep everything under tight control in the name of surviva, since he wasn't sure he could ever level with Apollo about the reasons why his relationship with Apollo's sister had suddenly become more strained. "We.... had a long talk that.....didn't go well. It's not that I'd say we're now a dead item, it's just that....well it's not what it used to be anymore." "I see," Boomer nodded and then snapped his fingers. "Does a certain socialator you met on the Gemonese freighter have anything to do with that too?" "She's not a socialator anymore!" Starbuck suddenly whipped his head around and glared at him. Boomer was taken aback to see his friend's nostrils almost flaring with anger. In an instant though, Starbuck quickly shook his head as though he were trying to shake off all the sudden anger he'd just felt. "I mean....that is, she's not...." he then cleared his throat. "Uh, Cassiopeia's got a new job. She joined Dr. Salik's staff as a new med-tech a couple sectans ago." "Oh," Boomer said, still amazed at hl and security. Whatever broadcast network the Fleet sets up is good enough for empty- headed anchors like Zara and Zed, but not for me. I need to feel like I'm making a diference, and the only way I can do that is to do something a lot more meaningful then reading off pre-screened releases from a military censor." "So you go off and enlist in the service and take a shuttle training course without so much as telling me about it?" Apollo's nostrils flared. "I knew you would have raised questions about it, then," she held her ground. "I wanted to go through the training without any outside pressure from you to see if I could hack it. If I found out I had no aptitude for it and washed out, then that way I could forget the whole thing with a clear conscience and never tell you about it. But now I'm telling you about it because I've found this is something I'm good at." "Serina, a shuttle pilot's life is too dangerous. I won't let you do it." "You don't have any choice in the matter, ow the comment had struck such a nerve with Starbuck. That automatically told him that Starbuck's newfound interest in the stunningly beautiful blonde woman named Cassiopeia was not a mere diversion from Starbuck's standpoint. "I see, well that's good. I know the staff's still trying to recover from losing Dr. Paye at Carillon. They can use all the help they can get." "Yeah," Starbuck nodded then glanced apologetically at Boomer, "Sorry, Boomer, I...." "Forget it," his friend waved his hand disarmingly. "This isn't the first time I've seen you in this position, Bucko." "I know," Starbuck admitted as he drew the shuttle into a final approach to the Rising Star. "But I don't think it's quite the same as when I was juggling Aurora and Athena. It's just that Cassiopeia seems so....different from either of them." "So already you're leaning more toward her?" "Hey, I didn't say that." he cautioned. "I mean, I haven't made any kind of decision and don'Apollo," Serina shot back, wondering inside whether something catastrophic that she hadn't anticipated was brewing. "Serina, we're about to get married!" "What has that got to do with anything?" her bewilderment deepened. "You should be used to this. Your own sister's a shuttle pilot too! All I'd be doing is the same kind of work she's trained for." "Athena's my sister! Not my wife to be!" Apollo waved his arm angrily. Serina had now reached a breaking point inside. She had expected Apollo to not be too enthusiastic initially. She had even expected some momentary displeasure with her for keeping the news of her training secret. But now, Apollo was going too far from her standpoint. "Well if that's what it comes down to, we can take care of that in an instant, can't we?" she then turned away from him and came within an inch of opening the door to the next compartment, but then stopped, keeping her head down and her arms folded. A few microns later, she felt Apollo's hand toucht intend to. Not now at least." "Of course," Boomer noted dryly, "That wouldn't be standard procedure for you." "Not like Apollo," Starbuck then deftly changed the subject. "Apollo thinks he needs to cope with all that's happened in the last sectar by reaching out for the first opportunity to come his way. That's why he and Serina are making their announcement tonight." Boomer decided not to comment on Starbuck's changing of the subject. "You're not putting him down for that, are you?" "Me?" he looked at him in surprise, "Why should I do that?" He then quickly pressed his communicator. "Rising Star control, this is Galactica Alpha 2 Shuttle requesting immediate landing clearance in Cargo Bay #2." "Affirmative Galactica shuttle. Cleared to land in Cargo Bay #2." "I don't know," Boomer resumed the conversation. "I'm sort of getting the impression that you're a bit lukewarm to the idea of Apollo getting sealed." "Hey, I wouldn't put it thing her shoulder. When she turned around, the anger was gone from his face, indicating that her words had made a sobering impact on him. "Serina," his voice was now gentle and tender. "I love you. Don't you understand that I just don't want anything to happen to you?" His fiancee bit her lip slightly, "Don't you think I feel the same way when it comes to you and your career, Apollo? You're a viper pilot who has to go off into combat on a micron's notice. But when I accepted your proposal, I was willing to let myself live with that fear for the rest of my life because I love you so much. Why isn't it easy for you to deal with the fact that I'm just going to have a lower risk job of being a shuttle pilot?" "Serina, don't you know the risks that are involved in that?" Apollo's tone was less argumentative this time, as though he realized inside that she'd made a telling point that was difficult to rebut. "We lost shuttle pilots at Carillon." "I know that," Serina nodded, "But if you'll recaat way," Starbuck said as he focused his eyes on the now open cargo landing bay on the lower section of the Rising Star's hull. The luxury ship had four such landing bays designed to receive cargo shuttles, while the passenger shuttles always docked on the upper section of the hull. "It's just that....getting sealed is the biggest decision in any man's life. It isn't something that should be rushed." "What, you think Apollo and Serina haven't known each other long enough?" "I didn't say that," the defensive edge entered Starbuck's voice again. "I was just making an observation. That's all." "Going to make your observations tonight at the dinner?" Boomer noted dryly again as the shuttle passed through the opening and into the cargo landing bay. "What, and make Apollo do something that would make the whole point of getting all this ambrosia meaningless?" Starbuck smirked at his friend and powered the engines off. "Not in a million yahrens." Boomer let out all, I ended up being in more danger as a mere civilian on the planet. And we ended up losing more civilians then we did shuttle pilots." Serina then took his hand and squeezed it tightly, "Apollo, we're living in a universe where no one is completely safe any longer. People from all walks of life have to train themselves to help this Fleet survive, or else they end up being no better than Sire Uri and all his cronies on the Rising Star who just want to waste themselves away in luxury. Can't you understand why I want to be among those who do something positive for this Fleet? As a shuttle pilot I can be the difference in saving lives when we have to transport goods and materials to the ships in the Fleet that badly need them. I can be part of the system that keeps us going until we find that planet Earth that Adama wants to lead us to. That's more meaningful to me than journalism ever could be again." Apollo lowered his head and let out a deflated sigh. He turned away from her and see chuckle and then glanced out the window, "I just hope your friend Helton isn't waiting with a Council Security goon." "Not if he wants to maintain the use of both his legs for the rest of his life," Starbuck said. The dark-skinned warrior glanced at him in disbelief. "You told him that?" "Sure," Starbuck grinned. "How else could I guarantee results?" He then paused for effect as he unhitched his belt. "Sometimes you've got to know when to bluff in places other than in Pyramid." Boomer then laughed as he realized what Starbuck meant. "I can hardly wait for the day to come when you'll need me to bail you out of a fix that you couldn't bluff your way out of." The two of them stepped out of the shuttle and into the dimly lit cargo bay. Large numbers of crates were packed up against the sides of the hangar with loading machinery standing by for use in transporting the crates to their appropriate sections. "Helton?" Starbuck called out, not seeing any signs med to pace back in thought. Serina wondered if she had made an impact, or if Apollo was still desperately seeking for an excuse. When Apollo turned around to look at her again, he let out another uneasy sigh, but this time it seemed like he was beginning to accept the inevitable. If he truly loved Serina, he needed to be willing to understand her feelings on this matter. "So," he finally spoke, for the first time sounding an upbeat tone. "How did you rate in the program?" His tone immediately made Serina relax. "Captain Janus rated me at the top of fifteen cadets who enlisted at the same time." A smile finally formed at the corner of Apollo's mouth as he came up to her and took her in his arms, "I've always trusted Janus's judgment," he said. "So you'd better prove him right, because you're going to be married to a squadron commander." Serina relaxed in his embrace, grateful that it had all worked out after all. "Yes sir, my captain." And then, they met in a long passionate kiss. of movement in the hangar. One figure then tentatively emerged from behind several stacks of crates at the other end of the room, holding one crate in his arms. He wore the red uniform of a maintenance technician, and looked visibly agitated "Helton, you're a sight for sore eyes." Starbuck grinned as the technician approached. "Especially with that lovely crate in your arms." The grim-faced Helton came to a stop in front of the blonde warrior and promptly let go of the crate, which almost caught Starbuck off-guard. He had to bend slightly to catch it after it had fallen an inch in the air. "Hey, what's the matter with you? Trying to smash it before I get a chance to drink any of it?" "It'd serve you right, you lousy Sagitarian snake," Helton finally spoke, his voice dripping with contempt. "You'll never convince me in a million yahrens that game was on the level." "Prove it, Helton." Starbuck grinned sheepishly as he handed the crate to Boomer, "B It went on for more than two centons and Apollo almost felt on the verge of making a suggestion that they escape to someplace more private when the sound of the unicom filled the air. "Attention. Captain Apollo and Captain Killian are to report to Commander Adama's quarters immediately." "Duty calls," Serina sighed as she released him. "Yeah," Apollo said, as the magnitude of what had happened to the pilots of Blue Squadron suddenly hit him again. "And you have no idea just how serious this meeting's going to be." "What is it?" she frowned with concern. "I'll fill you in later," he headed for the door then stopped to blow her a kiss, "Bye." "Bye," she returned it, wondering how serious a matter it could be that required the presence of both the Commanders of Blue and Red Squadron. Since he'd received Salik's bleak report, Adama had spent the last half centar organizing personnel files of all members of the Colonial Service with some kind of flight experience. After he'd reorganizeoomer, get this lovely cargo secure." "Sure," Boomer tried to conceal the uneasiness he felt as he took it and then glanced at the writing on the case. "Caprican vintage, 7334. I didn't know there was any of that left." "After you clowns get through with it, there won't be," Helton said. "That's from Sire Uri's personal storage bunker on Level 3. And you have no idea what kind of hell I went through to get that out of there." "Relax Helton." Starbuck's tone grew serious as he put a hand on the technician's shoulder. "If Sire Uri finds out, then you mention Boomer's and my name to him, and tell that little slug that we decided to accept something in lieu of that Gold Cluster he never got around to giving us on Carillon." A half-smirk finally came over Helton's face. "I'll tell him. But I'm also going to tell every person I know on this ship to avoid playing Pyramid with you, and you can't stop me from that." "If you tell them I cheat, then you're id the list, he'd made the announcement for Apollo and Killian to come down to his quarters. Now, as he waited for the two squadron commanders, he decided to spend a few more microns going through the Book of the Word again, hoping to find the passaged he'd been looking for earlier. As the passages came up on the monitor on his desk, he stopped and leaned forward as he finally saw the one he'd been looking for. His eyes narrowed intensely as he studied the text. Finally, he decided to read it aloud. "After their home planet Kobol was known to be doomed, the twelve tribes set forth across a great void which had enveloped the surrounding environs of space, unable to find the reference points of the heavens that had once filled the Kobollian night sky. And then, by a miracle from the Lords, a bright shining star appeared from nowhere and guided them to safety. Leading them out of the darkness of the void, and back into the brightness of the star- filled heavens, from which the twelve tribesn big trouble Helton. Just remember that," the blonde warrior's voice grew cold. "I meant what I said." The technician stiffened and abruptly turned and departed the hangar at a brisk pace. "It's all secure, Bucko," Boomer called from inside the shuttle. "Now let's get out of here, fast." Starbuck let out a satisfied chuckle as he went up the ramp, and back into the shuttle. As Apollo walked through the corridors that led to Serina's quarters, he had the sensation of being an inch off the ground. It had been that way ever since he had found the strength to finally propose to her the previous evening, when he had taken her up to the isolated loneliness of the abandoned Celestial Dome above the battlestar's main thrusters. And now, he wondered if he'd ever be able to fully come back down again. It was amazing enough to think that after all these yahrens he had finally found himself deeply in love with a woman, but what it made all the more incredible to of Kobol were able to find their new homes." Next to the text was a crudely drawn star map next to some ancient writings, formed mostly from pictorial symbols than from a written language. He stared at the text and the illustration in rapt fascination until the sound of the chime interrupted his thoughts. "Enter." The door slid open and Apollo entered alongside Captain Killian. The commander of Red Squadron was still in a daze over the news of what had happened to Blue Squadron. He could only think of how fortunate it was that his firm order to Red Squadron not to crash the party had saved all of Red's pilots from the disease that had now struck down Blue Group. "Thank you for coming," Adama didn't get up from his desk. "We have important matters to discuss concerning our pilot strength." "Any news on whether the disease can be cured?" Apollo asked. "There's no progress on it for now," Adama grimly shook his head. "We have to face the sad fact that for who knows how long, Blue Squadron him was that he had long admired Serina from afar during her time as Caprica's most famous newswoman. Always thinking in the back of his mind that the ideal woman for him would be someone just like her. How ironic it was then, that the tragedy of the Holocaust had managed to bring them together in the most unexpected fashion. He stopped in front of her door and rang the chime. "Serina?" He called. Several microns went by before the door opened. Serina was already dressed in her formal gown for dinner but had yet to style her hair. "Hi," she smiled brightly at him. "You're a few centons early." "Just wanted to make sure everything was all set." "It's all taken care of. Athena and I spent the better part of two centars down in the Main Kitchen to make sure this would come out just right. We weren't about to entrust a meal this exquisite to some Kitchen Hall cook." "And they'll be bringing it up?" "In another thirty centons to Adama's quconsists entirely of you and Starbuck." He turned to Killian, "Captain, could you please give me the status of your group's pilots?" "All of them in good condition, sir. No one from Red Squadron was ever near the party. I have forty-three men who are ready for duty whenever they're needed." "Which means we have forty-five experienced pilots available to defend the Fleet from potential Cylon attack." The commander paused. "I think the both of you realize that is an unacceptable level in terms of what we need to furnish adequate security for this Fleet. Should we ever run up against a single basestar's complement of fighters we'd be looking at a massacre. With Blue and Red Squadrons together, the odds would be two to one against us. Difficult, but acceptable given our superior flying skills. In a four to one defecit, we face risks that we should never have to undertake when the defense of 220 civilian ships is also part of the viper pilots duties." "So what you're saying Commander,arters as soon as it's been heated properly. Fortunately we didn't have to stick around to watch that." He nodded and glanced inside, "Boxey not around?" "Already left because Adama promised to spend some time with him before we arrived." She paused. "Looks as though he's already found himself a grandfather too." "Definitely," he entered the room and as soon as the door closed, immediately took the opportunity to take her in his arms and kiss her. When they had finished, Serina smiled mischievously at him, "Feeling impulsive tonight, aren't we, my captain?" "In every sense of the word," Apollo returned it and kissed her again. "Enough to make me wish for just a micron that we could get sealed tonight." "And miss the opportunity to see me in a sealing gown?" she teased him. "True," Apollo nodded. "There is the advantage to that. It's just that....well, after going almost two sectans with hardly any time to see you at all before last night, I th is that we need to replenish our ranks as fast as we can without waiting for Blue Group to recover." The ex-Columbia pilot said. "Exactly," Adama nodded and handed over a small computer to Apollo, "I had Colonel Tigh and Omega draw up a roster of all members of the Colonial Service with some form of flight experience. Unfortunately, what it comes down to is a few old- time warriors with various disabilities, and our full complement of shuttle pilots." Apollo suddenly froze. "Shuttle pilots?" "Yes," Adama nodded. "We have no choice, Apollo. Every last shuttle pilot in this flight needs a crash course in training for viper duty. You and Killian are to not only get them flight ready, they're to be combat ready as quickly as possible." Apollo looked into his face, feeling a sensation of dread sickness fill his heart. "You can't be serious." "I'm deadly serious, Apollo. The shuttle pilots are younger, healthier and stand a better chance of adapting to viper training and these emergenink I'm just looking forward a lot to spending all my time with you." The mischievous edge faded from Serina's smile and she gently released herself. "Give me a centon to fix my hair and I'll be ready." "Okay," he nodded and then playfully ran his hand through her waist length hair. "Maybe you should just leave it as is for tonight." "And make myself a disgrace to the world of style and fashion?" Serina jokingly retorted as she disappeared into the next room. "I've never understood that little rule of fashion protocol that says a woman with long hair must have it styled and piled up for formal occasions." Her fiancee said as he settled himself into a chair. "Keeping it all down should look just as good in formal attire." "That's easy for you to say," she said from the next room. Apollo laughed and then changed the subject, "Say by the way, I've heard some rumors that they'll be setting up a videocom broadcast network for the Fleet based on the Electrcy conditions, than the old-time disabled pilots do. We have to concentrate on them as our best hope for now." "Father," Apollo found himself growing oblivious to Killian's presence that he slipped into informal language, "The viper is the most advanced flying machine ever designed by man. You don't just turn one over to a....shuttle pilot." "What in Hades has gotten into you, Apollo?" Killian suddenly spoke up, feeling both angry and bewildered by Apollo's reaction. "The commander's right, we have no choice. Unless maybe you want my group to handle an impossible task of defending this entire Fleet all by ourselves? You might as well just have us surrender to the Cylons without firing a shot if that's the case!" "I'm not saying that!" Apollo suddenly turned around and gestured angrily at Red Leader, "I'm just saying that to expect a group of shuttle pilots....." He then trailed off. "Yes?" Adama found his son's reaction puzzling as well. His son slowly exhaled, "Father, have you read thonics ship. Something to give the people a general civilian news and information service." "Yes, I heard about that." A faint edge of uneasiness seemed to enter Serina's voice. "My old director at the BNC Heller volunteered to be their technical operations supervisor." "That's good." Apollo said idly, having missed the uneasy edge in his fiancee's voice. "I guess it'll feel good to be working with him again, right?" There was no answer from the next room. "Serina?" Apollo frowned. Serina emerged a few microns later, her hair now swept up and elegantly styled. "Sorry, Apollo, I didn't hear you." "I said it'll feel good to work with Heller again, won't it?" She seemed to choose her next words carefully. "If I decide to join their operation." Apollo frowned. "You mean you haven't signed up for them?" "No," she shook her head. "Then what have you been doing the last two sectans?" Before she could say anything else, the chime names of all of the shuttle pilots in our ranks?" The commander's eyebrows went up, and he took the computer back from Apollo. He scanned the bottom of the list and then froze when he saw the name of Serina on it. All the time, the shuttle pilots had just been a number to him and he hadn't bothered looking up specific names. "I'm sorry, Apollo," his voice dropped to a whisper. "I didn't know." "No," he nodded, "I guess you didn't. I didn't either until just a few centons ago." "Will someone tell me what's going on?" Killian angrily raised his voice. Adama snapped back to attention. "I apologize, Captain. It's a....personal matter that has Captain Apollo upset. But he understands clearly the situation as it is, and why we have no choice but to train these shuttle pilots for duty." he then looked his son in the eye, "Isn't that right, Captain Apollo?" Apollo's head was still lowered. He felt more anguish then he'd felt at any time in his life since the Holocaust. All he coue sounded, and Serina quickly went over to answer it, feeling glad that there'd been an interruption at this point. When the door opened, a beaming Athena, also looking stunning in a formal gown, stood there with Starbuck, in full dress uniform, by her side. The blonde warrior was all smiles, but didn't seem to project the same level of exuberance Athena did. "Hi," Athena said, "All set?" "I'm ready," Serina turned around and looked at Apollo, "How about you?" "I'm set," Apollo was still slightly puzzled by the new information he'd learned. "Hey, wait a centon," Starbuck entered the room and stared at his friend, who wore a simple warrior's tunic with no jacket. "I thought this was a formal occasion." "Well, in a way it is, butâ€"" "Then how come I'm wearing one of these blasted things, and you're not?" Starbuck disdainfully tugged at his cape. Apollo blinked slightly as it hit him. "Hey, I didn't say full dress was required, Starbuck. ld think of was the prospect of seeing Serina suffer the same fate his mother and Zac had already suffered. Finally, he managed to nod. "That's right, Commander." He then straightened himself. "We'll get to work on training these pilots at dawn, and work a round-the-clock cycle with them." "Good," Adama nodded. "Killian, I want you and as many of your men that you can spare to assist both Captain Apollo and Lieutenant Starbuck in these training exercises. For the time being, divide your squadron in half by alternate sleep cycles." "Yes sir." Killian nodded, feeling better that the mystery as to Apollo's behavior had been cleared up slightly. "Sir, may I make one other suggestion?" "By all means." "How many shuttle pilots do we have for these training exercises?" Adama checked the computer again. "At least thirty who can be detached from duty for these training missions. We still need shuttle pilots to handle routine matters of inter-fleet transport so only those directly in the S Just no battle jacket, that's all." "Now he tells me," Starbuck then undid the fastener and removed his cape. He then hurled it onto the nearby chair that Apollo had vacated. "Relax, Starbuck," Athena said as she took his arm. The blonde warrior smiled at her, "Sure. After all, I wouldn't think of letting my disdain for dress uniforms interfere with this big night, right?" he glanced coyly at Apollo and Serina. "Did we say this was a big night?" Apollo said casually. "Just a little intimate dinner among family and friends, that's all. Right, Serina?" "Of course," her tone was equally casual. Starbuck found himself resisting the temptation to say anything that would reveal his knowledge of what would be announced this evening. Instead, he simply nodded, "Okay, I'll take your word for it. Shall we go?" "Of course." Apollo nodded and locked arms with Serina, "Mustn't keep the Commander waiting." A centar later, the six people gathered in Adaervice will be trained first." "Then commander, may I also recommend that you open up the training to all other members of the Colonial Service who might be interested in transferring to viper duty?" Killian offered. "I think that even those in Security or Maintenance might have some untapped flying skills that can be put to use." The commander nodded, "A good idea. I'll make an announcement to that effect that anyone in any Service branch is free to volunteer if they think they can handle the training. In the meantime, I suggest that both of you get some sleep and prepare yourselves for a long day tomorrow." "Yes sir," Killian nodded and then saluted. "By your leave?" "Dismissed." Red Leader headed for the door and then turned to see if Apollo would follow. When he saw that Blue Leader hadn't moved, he shrugged and left. An uneasy silence filled the air as Adama rose from behind his desk. "I'm sorry, Apollo," Adama said gently. "I know this won't be easy for you. But we've been ma's quarters had all finished their sumptuous meal. As Serina gathered the now empty dishes, Adama was leaning back in his chair at the head of the table with a thoroughly satisfied expression. "Serina," Adama raised his chalice, "I can't remember when I had such a wonderful repast. You outdid yourself." Serina smiled as she set the dishes down and resumed her seat next to Apollo. "I can't take all the credit, Commander. When it comes to cooking, I'm usually all thumbs. If it weren't for Athena, I'd have done no better than the typical Kitchen Hall chef." "She's being too modest," Athena spoke up. "You should have seen her down there, watching everything like an Aquarian fowler to make sure the marinade and spices were just perfect." "Well believe me Serina," Adama went on, "I am an expert in culinary graces. And there is no question that after savoring this wonderful dinner, you are a genuine find." "She certainly is," Starbuck chimed in. left with no other choice on this matter." "Isn't there some way you could----" he started then stopped and shook his head as though he were ashamed of what he was about to say. "You were about to ask if there was some way I could keep Serina off this roster?" Adama decided to finish for him. "Transfer her to the non-Service section that needs to handle inter-Fleet transport?" He shook his head. "You know I can't do that, Apollo. If I were to ever show that kind of favoritism to a family member, as she nearly is, then it would only take a micron for the Council to rescind its edict of last sectar granting me sweeping powers under the Martial Law statute." "I know that," Apollo nodded, "I'm sorry, it's just thatƒ?"" he tried to collect himself. "Father, I'm just scared of the idea of something happening to her." Adama put a hand on his shoulder, "Son," he said, "I live with that every centon of my life when it comes to you. I had to live with it when it came to Zac, and now I have to "And if I were forty yahrens younger...." Adama pointed with emphasis and then tellingly trailed off. At the other end of the table, Apollo began to shift uneasily in his chair. He was beginning to sense that his hopes of keeping everything secret until the appropriate centon weren't going to come to pass. "But," the commander shrugged and went on, "Some young man will soon fall into the lap of early glory. It can only be a short matter of time for you." Serina coyly smiled at Apollo, who was beginning to blush red with embarrassment. Across from Apollo, Boxey was looking at him with puzzlement, thinking that now was going to be the time for Apollo to make the announcement that he already knew would be coming tonight. The six yahren old boy then decided to prod things alone. "You know, I was told in instructional period that some people are just naturally slow." Serina stared at her son in amazement that he'd resorted to the bold step of speaking outlive with it with regard to Athena." Apollo looked up at him. "Yes," his father, "She's on the roster too." "Great," Apollo sighed, "That's just great. Why does it have to be our family that gets filled with these burdens?" "You're asking a question that doesn't have an easy answer, Apollo," his father said firmly, trying to summon the kind of parental advice that he tried not to use too often with his children now that they were grown up. "And in light of what all of the people in the Fleet have been through in the last sectar, it's the kind of question that really has no business being asked anymore. So the only advice I can give you, is that you use all the strength you have as a viper commander to be a good teacher to the ones you love, and that way there'll never be any doubt whatsoever of their ability to survive." Apollo knew there was no point discussing it any further. "I will," his voice was just a whisper. "Good night, Father." As soon as his son had gone, Adama returned to on the subject. "It doesn't mean they're actually stupid," Boxey went on. "Just slow." Starbuck felt himself coughing to cover up the chuckle that had been rising in his throat. "You know, Commander," the blonde warrior regained his composure, "The real problem with cooking like this is that a couple meals a day, a fellow wouldn't be able to climb into a cockpit. We'd be a whole squadron full of Jollys." "I'd like to see you say that in front of him, Starbuck," Apollo finally broke his silence. "Hey come on, Jolly's practically a kinsman to me. He knows it's all in good fun." Starbuck waved his hand and glanced back at Adama, "But I am right, aren't I, Commander?" "About the cooking, yes," Adama pressed on with emphasis, "And that is exactly the trouble. If you warriors were able to eat like the elite class on the Rising Star can every cycle, it would be dire for us all. As a matter of fact, you and Apollo I believe have advance patrol duty fi his chair and once again, felt the need to gaze at Ila's holopicture in the hopes of drawing some badly needed strength. And then he said a prayer to God asking that his son receive some too. When Apollo came out of Adama's quarters, he saw that Killian had chosen to linger in the corridor. "You need something, Killian?" "I think you and I should have a talk before we part company for the night," Red Leader said. "We should work out the logistics of how these training sessions are going to work and that way, tomorrow morning we can wake up and start with a plan of attack right away." "Okay," Apollo said with more than an air of resignation. "Starbuck and I will handle the first load of trainees from 0700 to 1600 in the Main Simulator room. If we really push the ones with the best aptitude hard, we might be able to have some of them in mock-up simulators by the end of the day." "How many viper mock-ups are there on the Galactica?" Killian asked as they resumed walking down the corrirst thing in the morning?" "Yes, we do," Apollo nodded. "Boomer and Jolly will be handling the other flank." "Well, I don't wish to bring this momentous evening to a close," Adama said as he consulted his chronometer. "But we have been gorging ourselves on this delicious food for nearly a centar now, waiting....." he purposefully trailed off. With a faint edge of exasperation, Apollo threw down his napkin and got to his feet. "All right," he said trying to smile, "All right, since it looks as though security on this matter has sprung a leak," he came over to Serina and placed a hand on her shoulder. "Serina and I have decided, that is if Boxey is willing and supportive," he glanced over at the little boy who was already beaming. "We would like very much to get married." Everyone else in the room began to applaud. Athena got up from her seat and came over to Apollo, giving her brother a warm embrace. "I'm so happy for you," Athena said, "I just didn't dor. "Five." Red Leader stopped and frowned in disbelief. "Five? I thought battlestars were supposed to have at least ten of those aboard." "That was on the older Ricon class battlestars like the Columbia. The Galactica class ships have fewer mock-ups because they were never intended to take a major role in training exercises for student pilots." "Well that's just great," Killian said sourly as they resumed walking. "With only five active mockups at our service, that slows down our ability to get more trainees flight ready." "I think the Celestra has a couple of mockups to assist their repair efforts on vipers." Apollo said, "You might want to check that with Commander Kronus. If he has them, then maybe a couple of your men should handle some of the other trainees over there while Starbuck and I take care of the ones here on the Galactica." "Sounds reasonable." Red Leader nodded, "Assuming we go at this break-neck pace, how long do you realistically think it would take to get say, think you'd get around to it." "Neither did I," Apollo laughed, feeling all the embarrassment and uneasiness gone now that it was finally out in the open. "Commandâ€"" Serina then stopped herself. "Adama, we...do have your blessing, don't we?" Adama smiled and also rose from his chair to come over to them, "My dear, not only do you have my blessing, you have the blessings of the Lords of Kobol as well." He then embraced his son, "Congratulations, my son. You've made your father very happy. And...I know I can say that your mother would be happy for you too if she were here." "Thank you, Father," Apollo felt the need to embrace him again as soon he heard the reference to Ila. As they looked into each other's eyes, he could also tell that his father also was silently telling him that Zac would be happy for him too, if he were here. But tactfully, Adama had decided not to mention his younger son's name, knowing how much Zac's death had pained Athena more thanten to fifteen pilots qualified for actual flight?" "I wouldn't want to make a guess at this point." "I think you'd better, Apollo," Killian warned, "We need to have a goal to shoot for." "Okay," Apollo sighed, "Let's say, within maybe a half sectan, those pilots with the highest flight aptitude ratings and who were at the highest levels of their shuttle training classes should get their first crack at actual flight. That's assuming we allow ourselves not a micron's rest during that time." "I'm up to that challenge," Killian said defiantly. "And maybe by then, that blasted Salik will have cured the rest of your boys and rendered this whole thing irrelevant." "I hope you're right," Apollo's tone grew quiet as the troubling thought of Serina flying a viper again filled his mind. Killian stopped and gave him a cautious look, "What was that personal matter the Commander was talking about?" Apollo wanted to tell him off, but then decided there was no point risking an ugly confrontation with Re anything else. Athena had made her way back to the other side of the table where Starbuck was still seated. Right away, the blonde warrior felt a wave of discomfort hit him as he saw the coy, seductive expression on Athena's face. Before she could say anything, he had already gotten to his feet. "Well, ah, as best man, that means I have to finish preparations for your ah, sendoff party as soon as that can be ah, arranged. Going to be a real bash." he reached the other side and quickly shook hands with Adama. "Thanks for the food. I ah, hate to run. Anyway, pleasure dining with you Commander, and ah....oh, Apollo! Don't forget our patrol tomorrow morning, so I wouldn't stay up real late tonight." he leaned down and looked at Serina, "Serina, congratulations. And ah, Athena," he looked back across at the commander's daughter, who was staring at him in amazement. "Athena, well, ah. Bye." And then, he all but sprinted his way out of the commander's quarterd Leader, "My fiancee is among those shuttle pilots." "Ah," Killian nodded in understanding, "In that case, I think it best that you handle whatever group she's in tomorrow. If you're bothered by her having to train for this, then the only way you can keep yourself at ease is to keep an eye on her and watch her skills up close." "I'll keep that in mind," Apollo said. "There's one other thing." "Yes?" Apollo took a breath, "It concerns the way you've been keeping Red Squadron's identity separate from the rest of us." "It's all a matter of morale, Apollo," Killian said as they kept moving, "My boys and I have flown together as a unit for more than two yahrens. Staying together is what makes us better flyers in the end." "I haven't any gripe with that," Apollo said, "But what I'm really getting at Killian, is the matter of your squadron's helmets." Red Leader stopped and glared at him. "What about them?" "It's been more than a sectar now, Killian. You and your men are part of the Galacs. "I didn't even say anything," Athena was shaking her head, wondering why it was that nothing she'd been trying to do with Starbuck of late seemed to have any major effect on him as had been the case in the pre-Holocaust period. "All I did was smile." "Athena," Adama sighed, "Starbuck always has such a well-defined sense of what lies in waiting. That's what makes him a good advance scout." Athena smiled at her father's remark but inside she was wondering if another reason accounted for Starbuck's sudden and hasty exit. Namely, a blonde socialator named Cassiopeia. It was all too clear to her after a sectar, that Starbuck's attention to Cassiopeia ran a lot deeper than a mere reaction to the disastrous conversation Athena had had with Starbuck in the locker room. Why couldn't he understand that that was the wrong time to approach me? She thought for more than the first time. I needed time to recover after the worst tragedy of my life. Couldn't he have just tica and now you have to help train new pilots to become part of the Galactica's infrastructure of pilots. I think it would be better for morale and the idea of teamsmanship if your squadron started wearing Galactica helmets." "Absolutely not," Killian's voice suddenly grew angry. "That point is not subject to discussion, Apollo. My men will continue to wear our Columbia helmets. We don't do that because of any feelings of disrespect for the Galactica, it's because those helmets mean something to us. They're the last tangible reminder in this universe of what we used to have, and ever since Commander Fairfax was killed they've come to mean a lot more to us." "I'm sure they mean a lot to you and your men, Killian, and I respect that," Apollo said patiently. "But times are rapidly changing for all of us, and when it comes to the matter of recruiting new pilots and training them, which is eventually going to require integrating them into your Squadron as well as mine over the long haul, waited a little longer? And now at a time when Athena knew that if Starbuck had approached her again, her answer would have been different, it was clear that Starbuck seemed to have no inclination to do that again. And while she hadn't revealed her feelings about the matter to anyone, inside it was rankling her considerably. "I guess I'll be turning in now," Athena finally rose. "Apollo, Serina. All the best." "Thank you, Athena," Serina said. "And thanks for helping with dinner." "It was my pleasure," she stopped to kiss her father on the cheek. "Goodnight, Father." As soon as she was gone, Adama leaned back in his chair and finished the last of his ambrosia, "Well, it would seem that we're now reduced to the immediate parties only of this happy occasion. Have the two of you decided on when the right time for this will be?" "Not yet," Apollo said. "Probably give or take a couple of sectans to put everything in order. Not just the wedding prepaif we're lucky enough to get Blue Squadron back, I really don't think it's a good idea for them to see your men wearing Columbia helmets all the time." "Why not?" Killian's sense of anger didn't abate, "Why should they care one way or the other what helmets we wear?" "Because it gives them the idea that there are cliques among the pilots and they might have second thoughts about becoming pilots if they think there's a chance they're going to get frozen out for not having some sort of status that others do." Apollo paused, "There's been a lot of that going on already between your squadron and mine, Killian. True, it actually helped in a perverse way because that meant that none of your guys were at the party, but it's something that should really come to an end if we're ever going to be a fully integrated unit of pilots. Because the only thing that can happen over the long run is bad blood and suspicion, and someday that could bite us all on the astrum in a combat situation when teamwork wirations, but there's all kinds of other bureaucratic nonsense to attend to as well." Adama smiled at how Apollo had avoided the obvious term ‘felgercarb' because of Boxey's presence. "Yes, there usually is a lot of details to attend to for computer records and such." "One thing we've already agreed on," Serina looked over at her son and smiled proudly, "Boxey gets to act as my protector designate during the ceremony." "Congratulations," Adama smiled at the little boy, "Feel up to the task, Boxey?" "I sure do." "And you promise not to be naturally slow about it?" Apollo said slyly. "No way," Boxey shook his head and grinned. "Then you'd better not be naturally slow when it comes to getting ready for your sleep cycle, Boxey." Serina rose from her chair and came over to her son. "You've already stayed up later than all your classmates." "Just one more glass of fruit juice?" he forlornly held up his empty chalice. "You got yourself a choice, Boll be really essential." "Apollo," Killian dropped his voice to a whisper. "This subject is closed. My men keep their helmets and that's final. And I'll thank you not to question the professionalism of my squadron again, because it wasn't one of my men who was too obsessed with getting to a party that he didn't take a necessary precaution by checking into the Life Station when he should have." Red Leader's retort finally caused Apollo to snap. "Yeah, you guys are so professional that you like to rat to Security in your spare time about ambrosia!" "Oh, is that a fact?" Killian shot back, "Well it just so happens, Captain that I gave them orders to steer clear of your party, so don't blame me for the fact that I have just one man with a disciplinary problem!" "And don't ever blame one of my men for making a perfectly natural- ---" he then cut off as he realized the spectacle they were making of themselves over something entirely trivial. He saw that the same realization had come over Rexey," Apollo's tone became parental. "One more glass tonight, or one more glass the night of the sealing ceremony. Which will it be?" The little boy sighed. "The sealing ceremony." "Okay then. You go with your mother and get ready for bed." As Serina led Boxey out, the little boy stopped to hug Adama, "Goodnight, Commander." "Goodnight, Boxey," Adama smiled and let go of him. "And after the wedding, you're never to call me Commander again." "Goodnight, Apollo," Serina stopped to kiss Apollo lightly on the cheek. Inside, she felt grateful that the subject they'd been discussing in her quarters hadn't come up again. "Have a safe patrol." "I will." As soon as Serina and Boxey were gone, Apollo let out a long, slow exhale. "How do you feel, son?" Adama casually inquired. "Lighter than all inert gases in the universe." Apollo sighed and looked wryly at his father. "I take it you and Starbuck already had an inkling of this ahead of time.d Leader too. "Sorry," Apollo exhaled, "Let's forget that and start over." "Yeah," Killian nodded, "Let's. I guess...this has been too long a day for the both of us." "In every sense," Blue Leader admitted and then clasped Killian's hand in a ritualistic handshake that warriors shared, "Let's save our wrath for the trainees, not each other." "Agreed," Killian returned the strength of the clasp, "From this micron on, there's no squadron rivalry whatsoever. We're all in it together." After parting company with Killian on a friendly note, Apollo then returned to the Officers Quarters for Blue Squadron. When he entered the room, he let out a wince when he saw all the empty bunks. If anything, seeing all those empty bunks when they should have been filled was a more chilling sight then seeing them all in their support chambers in the Life Station. For Apollo, it would be a night where he would sleep poorly. Hoping that when he woke up, he'd have found that the entire day's events had been i" "We did," Adama admitted. "But even if we hadn't, I think all of us would have realized it the centon you and Serina asked for this dinner. This wasn't what I would call an exercise in subtlety on your part, if the idea was to keep us guessing until you made the announcement." "No, I guess not," Apollo chuckled and then looked his father in the eye. "Was it any different with you and Mother?" Adama let out a wistful sigh. "Not really. When the centon came for me to finally ask her the big question, Ila was one step ahead of me and already said yes before I could fully articulate the question. She understood my mind that well. We...didn't have to make a big announcement though to anyone, since our parents were already dead when we got engaged." Apollo nodded, "Father, Iâ€"" he stopped and then reflected for a micron before resuming. "Father, I know that this probably does seem like a sudden thing that's happened to me, just a sectar since the Holocaust and ln his subconscious. Chapter Six Despite going through a largely sleepless night, Apollo found himself fully alert when he got out of bed and went with Starbuck down to the Flight Operations Center where the first wave of trainees would gather. If anything, sheer adrenaline and the desire to make sure every shuttle pilot was meticulously trained could easily overcome the normal desire for sleep. When they reached Operations, they saw a cluster of thirty- five people seated at the tables in the ready room. Killian and his squadron deputy, Lieutenant Taggs stood off to one side at the head of the room, while Apollo and Starbuck took their position on the opposite side. Blue Leader glanced at Red Leader, who motioned for him to begin. "Fellow warriors," Apollo began. "I think I don't need to waste any time rehashing the details of why all of you have been summoned here by Commander Adama. Suffice to say, all of you must prepare yourself for a level of training and discipline thosing Mother and Zac, and with someone I didn't even know before all that. But....I just wanted you to know that I haven't made this decision because I'm trying to find a way of covering up bad memories. I...really love Serina." "Apollo," Adama's tone became deathly serious. "I haven't doubted that for a micron. And I couldn't be more happy then to see this sign of life being able to go on for all of us after the horror of what we've already gone through. Those are the kinds of things that make me feel optimistic about the future of our people." "I'm glad to know that." "You're entitled to, Apollo," His father said. "Now in the meantime, you'd better get yourself off to sleep too. You've got an important assignment ahead of you in the morning." Apollo nodded, and without saying another word, got up and left, leaving Adama alone to enjoy one final drink of happy contemplation. Chapter Two When Starbuck heard his wrist chronometer go off, shaking hiat most, if not none, of you ever expected to go through at any time in your life as a member of the Colonial Service. So all I can say to those of you who have volunteered for this training, if you aren't willing to put up with an eighteen centar day of crash training to get you up to flight status within a sectan, then you might as well get up and leave now." He paused for a moment to see if anyone would get up from their chairs. No one did, so he resumed. "This training begins immediately on the flight computer simulators in the next room. All of you who have been part of the shuttle program will immediately accompany me and Lieutenant Starbuck for that phase. Those of you who are part of the volunteer recruits, will remain with Captain Killian and Lieutenant Taggs here in the Operations Center for a preliminary lecture and introduction to basic flight equipment. If there are no questions at this time, we'll get started right away. Shuttle pilots, please follow me and Lm out of the realm of slumber, the first thing he did was glance under his bunk to make sure Apollo was still asleep in his own bunk underneath. He felt relieved to see his friend still fast asleep, and he then quietly stepped to the floor and dressed himself. He knew that this was his only chance to take care of the pre-party arrangments before it was time for him to go on patrol with Apollo. Once he had his tunic and boots on, he left the Officers Quarters and made his way down over to the Officers Club. He saw that Greenbean and Giles were already there, setting things up. "How's everything look?" the blonde warrior inquired of his fellow Blue Squadron pilots. "Pretty good so far," Greenbean said as he finished moving a wide table to the back of the room. "We've already cleared things with the Colonel so that the Club remains exclusive Blue Squadron territory for the next twenty four centars." "That's good," Starbuck grinned. "We wouldn't want any Columbia pilots getting their hieutenant Starbuck." Apollo saw more than twenty of the people in the room rise to their feet. He was struck immediately by the fact that Serina and Athena were not the only female shuttle pilots in the group. In fact, almost two-thirds of the shuttle pilots were female. I wonder if that makes things easier or harder, Apollo mused as he stood in the doorway that lead to the Main Simulator room adjacent to Flight Operations. He couldn't recall a time in his life when he'd seen so many female warriors as part of a viper training program. While it was not uncommon for there to be female recruits at the Academy, for the most part few ever bothered to go through the more advanced phases of viper training, thus accounting for the low number of female viper pilots in the ranks of the Colonial Fleet through the yahrens. When Athena passed him, she gave her brother a faint smile and a thumbs up. Serina was the last of the shuttle pilots to come by him, and she stopped to flash a warm smileands on any of that beautiful ambrosia I got for us." "Starbuck, I meant to ask you about that." Giles said with a trace of unease. "You really think it's a good idea to freeze them out of this party?" The blonde warrior stared at him in disbelief. "What makes you think they're entitled to come?" he asked. "This party's for Apollo and his impending send-off. None of those guys know him. No sense letting them get free ambrosia and all other amenities for no good reason." "Starbuck, we're stuck working with them forever now that they don't have their own battlestar, or their old commander anymore." Giles decided he needed to press the matter. "It might not be a good idea to get them ticked off by doing this." "Hey, if one of their pilots was about to get sealed and they decided to give him a send-off with all the ambrosia they could drink, they'd be entitled to freeze us out." Starbuck held his ground. "This isn't about shafting them, it's about letting us have what we're entitled to." at him. "I won't get another chance to say this all day, Apollo," she whispered, "I love you." Apollo smiled back and hoped no one close by had heard her remark. "Noted and logged, Corporal. Now get moving." "Yes sir!" she resisted the temptation to salute as she moved into the room. When Apollo entered the room, the fifteen women and five men had taken their seats in front of the various computer consoles spread across the room. Starbuck had gone to the head of the room next to a large master computer assembly. "Okay, let's go through roll call before we get started," Starbuck said as he held up a pocket computer board with the names of all shuttle pilots in the program. "Sound off when I get to your name. Lieutenant Dietra!" "Present!" an attractive dark-skinned woman spoke up. "Lieutenant Athena!" "Here," she raised her hand, trying hard not to let any emotion show. The one thing she was hoping would come out of this experience as a side benefit was a hope that Starbuck wo "Starbuck's right," Greenbean spoke up. "Besides, the Red Squadron guys brought it on themselves. They've been sticking to each other ever since they first came aboard. Determined to maintain their separateness as Columbia pilots and Columbia men first. Hades, they still won't even switch to Galactica helmets." Giles then finally shrugged his shoulders in admission of defeat. He moved over to the other side of the room where the crate of ambrosia Starbuck had brought back from the Rising Star lay. "Now remember," Starbuck said as Giles carried the ambrosia over to the table that Greenbean had set up, "Get the party started around 1000. That'll be about a centar before Apollo and I get back from patrol. Your job is to make sure the more unruly elements of our squadron don't consume everything before then, and to be prepared to shower signs of friendship and all the embarrassing testimonials you can think of on Apollo." "We won't forget," Greenbean smirked, "I've been rehearsing my remuld finally start to take some notice of her again. "Corporal Serina!" Serina raised her arm high without giving a verbal response. "Corporal Brie!" "Present," this from the nervous voice of a small, willowly blonde woman. On the roll call went through eleven more women and four men. When it was over, Starbuck looked out and asked, "Anyone whose name I missed?" "Yeah," a curly haired man spoke up, "Mine." Starbuck's eyes narrowed in on the source and his expression suddenly went dubious. The last person he expected to see at that instant was a man he had despised for yahrens, Sergeant Ortega. The two had once been in the same freshman class at the Colonial Academy, and when Starbuck and his fellow cadets discovered that Ortega had been stealing cubits from their lockers to finance his gambling losses, they had sent a petition to the Academy Commandant that had resulted in Ortega's expulsion from the Colonial Academy, though he was still free to join the service as a regular enlistearks for almost a sectan ever since you first told us this was likely to happen." "Care to give me a sneak preview?" Starbuck grinned. Greenbean gazed thoughtfully at the ceiling and then raised his arm as though he were holding a chalice. "To Captain Apollo. May you always be a shining example to us as a squadron leader, but *never* when it comes to demonstrating the supposed advantages of being sealed." The grin faded from Starbuck's face, while Giles shook his head slightly in disgust and went back to unloading the ambrosia. "I suggest you spend the next three centars finding a new writer of testimonials, Greenbean." The blonde warrior said as he turned and departed the club. When he reached the corridor he could see Boomer and Jolly already dressed in full flight gear, their helmets tucked under their arms, headed in the direction of the turbo lift. "Morning, gentlemen." Starbuck smiled at his friends. "Morning," Boomer said and then motioned his head behind him. "Your partner is wone. When Starbuck had first noticed Ortega among the survivors a sectar ago, it was the only time he found himself sorry to see a particular individual alive. "Sergeant Ortega, right?" he said calmly, "You're not on the roster. As a matter of fact, I don't believe you're part of the shuttle program." "I've got shuttle flight experience," Ortega protested. "More than a sectar's worth. That's more than most people here have...." "Ortega," Starbuck interrupted coldly as he silently motioned for help from Apollo, "If you're not an active shuttle pilot, you've got no business being here. Go back to Flight Ops with the rest of the volunteers." "That's so typical of you, isn't it Starbuck?" Ortega angrily got to his feet. "After all these yahrens, you still want to----" "That's enough, Sergeant!" Apollo suddenly barked as he came up to Starbuck and glanced down at the computer chart. He then glared at the curly-haired sergeant. "What's your designation, Sergeant?" "I've got shuttle exdering where you've disappeared to." "He's up already? I'd better head him off before he starts snooping down here." "Hey, Starbuck," Jolly said, as the blonde warrior made his way past the two of them. "What time did you say this began?" "1000. Try to end your patrol sweep before 1100 since that's when the both of us should be done. If that is, you want to be there when the fun starts." "We'll be there." "This is one thing you'd never pass up, even if you couldn't stand Apollo, Jolly." Starbuck got in a last quip before he disappeared around the corner. "Dang it," Jolly shook his head. "Why is it, everyone else always gets the last word on me before they disappear?" "Never make friends with natural wits like Starbuck and me, Jolly," Boomer patted him on the shoulder as they resumed walking toward the turbo lift. Ten centons later, Starbuck and Apollo were walking the same corridor down to the launch bay. And already, Apollo was noticing the strange air of peculiar nostalgiaperience!" "I said your current designation!" Apollo repeated angrily. Finally, Ortega grudgingly realized he was beaten, "Colonial Security." "Then you do what the Lieutenant told you to do, and get back into Flight Ops with Captain Killian's group, and do it now!" Ortega threw them both a dirty look and then shook his head in disgust, muttering only a half-hearted "Yes sir," as he slunk out of the room. An uneasy silence filled the room as all of the remaining pilots had awkward expressions on their faces. "All right then, let's move on," Apollo said, trying to take charge of the situation again. "We're going to begin with a computer flight simulation exercise, to get you accustomed to handling the control stick smoothly. As you know, this kind of flight exercise is reduced to the format of what the recreation minded would call a computer game, complete with high scoring and all based on maneuver execution and number of enemy ships destroyed. But do not treat this as a game at any in his friend's voice. "....But that first time we flew together, that was really something," Starbuck was saying. "I almost thought----" "Starbuck," Apollo interrupted, "For the last five centons, you've done nothing but reminisce about old missions of ours. You make it sound like this patrol we're going on is the end of an era for us. All we're doing is searching the left front flank of the Fleet so we know what's ahead of us." "Well.....it is kind of an end of an era for us, Apollo," Starbuck felt himself feeling awkward inside, and what made him feel terrible was that he couldn't quite fully understand why this sudden feeling had come over him. "I mean, this patrol is kind of....well it's just about the last one we'll have.....the way we are." "Way we are?" Apollo frowned. "What the heck does that mean?" "Oh....well you know, you and I....in seven yahrens we've known each other, we've....always been the same." "Starbuck, nothing's changing!" Apollo threw his arms out in exasptime. You're working this exercise for a serious purpose. That means if you have trouble initially, don't get frustrated. Just let your skills come naturally to you. You have two centars to run these exercises, and those who have demonstrated the highest proficiency after that time will move on to the next phase, which is working the same simulator program in a full viper mock-up." Apollo checked his chronometer. "The exercises begin.. Starbuck flicked several switched on the master computer bank, and then on the individual consoles of each cadet, a flight simulation mission came up, with a joystick resembling the viper control stick complete with the same buttons controlling their movements. It took only an instant for all of the trainees to take on expressions of intense concentration. Apollo leaned over to Starbuck, "I'm going to let Killian know that Ortega might be a problem for him. Take over for now." "You ought to have him kicked out of this right away," Starbuck muttereration. "You and I are still part of Blue Squadron. You and I are always going to be flying together." "But....you'll be otherwise occupied from now on in all other things." Light suddenly dawned on Apollo. "I get it," the exasperation was now gone from his voice, replaced by amazement. "For sagan's sake, Starbuck, how does getting sealed mean the end of an era?" "Well, maybe it doesn't seem like that to you in some ways, but in others...." Starbuck still couldn't believe he was saying any of this. But he just found that he couldn't stop himself from voicing the feelings of unease he had inside about Apollo's sudden romance that was leading to marriage after only a sectar. His friend grinned. "In other words, you're jealous, is that it?" Starbuck felt relieved that Apollo wasn't ready to tear his head off at this point and was instead reacting with good natured humor about the whole thing. "Well....." he hesitated and took a breath, "In a way....yes, I guess I am. It's got nothined with contempt. "I haven't the authority. The program's open to anyone who wants to volunteer and only if they flunk the training can we dismiss them. We're so strapped for pilots as it is, that means we have to take guys with bad attitudes like him, because that means we still end up with one more pilot defending the Fleet." "Talk about scraping the bottom of the barrel," Starbuck grunted. "All right, leave things to me for now." "Thanks," Apollo patted him on the shoulder and left. As soon as Apollo was gone, Starbuck idly moved up and down the rows of trainees, glancing down to see how they were doing. He noticed that Athena's expression was slightly frustrated. "Take it easy, Athena. The first time's never a smooth one." "Sorry," she gritted her teeth. "It feels like no matter what I do with the stick it doesn't go where I want it to go." "Hey remember, you're a flying viper." he said with the gentle firmness of an instructor who tried not to be intimidating. "Just thinking g to do with Serina, I think she's terrific," he added hastily. "It's just that...." he trailed off. "Hey," Apollo patted him on the shoulder. "I think I know what you're trying to say." "You do?" Starbuck raised his eyebrows. "Yeah," Apollo nodded. He knew that any jealousy Starbuck felt stemmed more from a case of envy over the fact that after seven yahrens of no relationships with any woman, Apollo had been swept up in a whirlwind romance leading to a quick sealing. While Starbuck, the man who prided himself on his way with women was still left in the position of being too insecure to committ himself to anyone. He could already see that any earlier thought he'd had of Starbuck becoming a brother to him in actual fact, by marriage to Athena, was fast becoming a more dim prospect with each passing day. "But I tell you what, Starbuck," Apollo added. "I promise not to tell anyone about it." "Thanks." he smiled. "I...appreciate that, Apollo." "Come on," he patted him on the shouldewhat you want it to do is enough to make it happen. All you need to do is stay loose and she'll respond like a dream." Athena nodded and allowed her body to relax slightly as she got set for another round. As Starbuck continued to make his way around the room, the sting of the encounter with Ortega still left a bad taste in his mouth. He only hoped he never had to be in the position of bailing him out in the middle of a combat situation. X-UIDL: 3Y+#!'^#"!g>U"!]:&#! In Alpha Landing Bay, one section had been completely walled off by a plastic shield, marking the zone where Boomer and Jolly's vipers had been brought for maintenance after their return to the Galactica. Now, four suited Life Station personnel, including Salik, were carefully inspecting the cockpits of both ships, hoping that they might learn some answers they had yet been able to detect so far. "What are the contamination levels in Jolly's cockpit?" Salik asked from his vantage point on the tarmac. Nestor climbed or again. "Let's get going." Serina stood in front of the mirror in her quarters studying herself with a feeling of both exhilaration and trepidation. The beige warrior's uniform fit her perfectly, and she no longer found the sight of herself in it strange and awkward, as had been the case when she'd first put it on two sectans ago. Today would be the day when she'd truly feel that she'd earned the right to wear it, though. Today was the day her two sectans of training would end in her first solo flight as a shuttle pilot. And if it went well, then there'd be no doubt in her mind that her chosen path in a new career was set for good. But with it, would also come the knowledge that she would finally have to tell Apollo about her decision to follow a new path in life as a member of the Colonial Service. And she knew that Apollo's first reaction was undoubtedly going to be negative. That was the reason why she had kept the whole thing a secret for two sectans. She had wanted to find ut of the viper and dropped down next to the Chief Medical Officer, "There's no mistaking it, sir. The readings are much lower than they were yesterday." "You're sure of that?" "Yes sir, no question. And the same indicators check in Boomer's cockpit." Salik put his gloved hand to his chin, shielded by the hood of his decon suit as he tried to contemplate this information. "Boomer didn't come into any contact with anyone between here and the Officers Club. Lords only know how many people passed through that area later on, but no other cases of the disease have broken out. And the readings in the Officers Club are also down from what they were yesterday after we removed everyone from there." "So what does it mean, sir?" Salik sighed, "That somehow, this virus only seems to thrive when it's able to plant itself in a living host and be transmitted to another living host. But the virus itself cannot survive away from its natural environment without a host to take hold in. If it coulout for herself, without any pressuring from Apollo, whether or not she was up to the task of training herself to become a shuttle pilot. If she failed, then the experiment would be over, and she knew she need not ever tell Apollo she'd considered the idea. But if she succeeded, and had the evidence to prove to Apollo that she was capable of serving the people as a warrior instead of a journalist, then she knew that ultimately Apollo would have to accept it if he truly loved her. She checked her chronometer and saw that she was due to report down to flight operations for her solo flight. She took one last look at herself in the mirror, straightened her uniform out and then grabbed her flight jacket and departed. "Core Command transferring launch controls to viper fighters, Beta Patrol." Rigel said as she hit the switches on her console on the bridge. "Launch when ready." Five microns later, the board indicator lights turned from red to green indicating that the two vipers had successd, then by this point now the disease should have spread through the entire ventilation system of the Galactica theoretically." "So in other words, this whole area and the Officers Club should be safe now." "It's possible," Salik nodded, "But I'm not lifting the quarantine on this section just yet, when it's only a theory. But if it's true, then that means there are properties within the virus that cause it to break down. Maybe because the environment of the Galactica is different from that of where it came from, it can't survive indefinitely." He looked back at the two vipers and gritted his teeth. "I should have taken contaminated samples yesterday and kept them under analysis overnight. We might have been able to see how it breaks down. But at the rate these levels have dropped already, there's no way we could get an accurate reading on what causes it." "Should we draw a sample from inside the bloodstream of one of the men and maybe subject it to tests that way?" "I guess we havfully launched and were away from the Galactica. "Morning, Rigel," she heard the voice of Omega from behind her. The Bridge Officer was making his way to his own console located right next to hers. Rigel impatiently held up her hand to indicate silence, and went on, "Core Command transferring control to viper fighters, Alpha Patrol. Launch when ready." As soon as she saw the lights go from red to green, she turned around. "Sorry, had to take care of that first." Omega shook his head slightly as he settled down beside her at his own station. "That sounded a little funny. Beta patrol launched first, then Alpha patrol. I thought if you launched first, that makes you Alpha Patrol in the pecking order." Rigel smiled. "Better brush up on the manual, Omega. If the Squadron leader is on one of those patrols, then he's Alpha Patrol no matter when he launches. Captain Apollo's group went second, but that means he's still Alpha Patrol because it's him." "Hey, I don't need to read that parte to," Salik sighed, "It won't be as good a test as using a sample that hasn't entered someone, but it will have to do for now." The two entered the partition separating the rest of the Landing Bay from the quarantined zone, discarded their suits and left for the turbolift. Two centars passed, and both Apollo and Starbuck had found themselves saying little throughout the entire time as they both silently paced up and down the room, stopping occasionally to peer over and see how an individual trainee was doing. Both of them found that it was better if they say nothing at this point and just let the trainees spread their wings and grow comfortable with the simulation. That way they could get a more accurate gauge of which of the trainees possessed the more natural skills that would mean immediate promotion to the next level. Finally, the chime went off indicating the end of the first session. Apollo and Starbuck both went back to the head of the room and consulted the readings on the of the manual. You handle all the launches," he smiled back and then eyed her quizzically. "What'd you do to your hair?" She fingered the elaborate braids of her hair, "I decided to try something different. What do you think?" Omega blinked again, trying not to let his disappointment show. He'd long been accustomed to seeing Rigel with her brown hair let down to her shoulders, and had always considered it attractive. "It's....different." Rigel shook her head, "Translated into common Colonial Standard, you don't approve." "Hey, I didn't say that," Omega said hastily, cursing at himself inside. Only a sectan ago, he'd finally summoned the courage to ask Rigel out for a date. The last thing he wanted to do was make a sudden bad impression on her. "It's just..... different. That's all." She nodded, "It does take a lot of time to set up. I doubt I'll keep it this way long term." She then glanced at him and her tone grew coy, "Of course I could always just cut it and not feel the need master computer, which recorded the scores of each exercise for each trainee. "Okay," Starbuck said, "The following trainees have posted the top five scores on the simulation exercises and will move on to the viper mock-ups. Lieutenant Dietra. Lieutenant Athena. Corporal Brie. Sergeant Hanlon." He then flashed a slightly uneasy glance at Apollo before reading off the last name, "Corporal Serina." Apollo didn't change his expression. He was more surprised by the fact that four of the top five scores came entirely from among the female shuttle pilots, then he was that Serina was among them. It was enough to make him realize that he needed to do some rethinking about his general attitude on the ability of female trainees to handle the intense levels of viper training. If they all made it through this next, more difficult phase, then a lot more than just rethinking would be needed. "Okay then," Apollo said, "One little detail before we proceed. All of you remembered to put on pressure to constantly find new ways of doing something with it." As Omega put his headset on, he almost froze when he heard that, but when he glanced back at her and saw her expression he realized she was having fun at his expense. Instantly, he relaxed and let out a chuckle. "I like your sense of humor," he said. "I thank you," Rigel smiled back, glad that he'd figured it out. Working alongside Omega for the better part of a half yahren had made her wonder if he was too stiff and devoted to duty so much that he could never loosen up. She was glad to see that in the last sectan, his asking her out had at least proved that maybe her instincts about Omega had been wrong. Not to the point where she was considering the possibility of beginning a serious relationship with him, but at least enough to say yes to another date with him if he found the courage to ask again. The sound of a new voice in her headset promptly snapped her back to attention. She then looked down at her console and saw that thsuits under your uniforms before coming down here?" The five candidates, who had all stood up once their names had been read, nodded. "Then in that case, I can dispense with the lecture about what role they play and all that. Those of you who aren't moving on just yet will continue to work the simulator exercises for another two centars, and then there'll be a fifteen centon break. At that point, the next leading candidates will likely move on to the mock-ups, depending on the status of the first group." He turned to Starbuck, "Lieutenant, continue to monitor their progress here." "Yes sir," Starbuck nodded, putting more formality into his tone then at any other time in all the yahrens he'd known Apollo. As Apollo saw both Athena and Serina make their way toward the door that lead to the next room where the mock-ups were kept, he finally felt a delayed reaction to their moving on to this level kick in. Not knowing to be proud of them for showing more natural instinct than any of the oe red light indicator of a shuttle in position in Alpha Bay was now showing. "Alpha Shuttle, this is Core Control. You are cleared for training flight now in sector Delta one. No scheduled fleet traffic in that zone for next centar." When she heard the voice on the other end, she frowned slightly since she instantly recognized it. Then, she replied in acknowledgment and watched the indicator go to green, indicating that it had launched. Leaving her puzzled as to why a famous newswoman like Serina was flying a shuttle on a training exercise. Captain Killian, the robust leader of the Galactica's Red Squadron group, had arisen early to take part in his daily regiment of exercise in the battlestar's Training Room. To Killian, such daily regiments on the exercise equipment did more then just keep him physically fit, they also helped hone his mental skills and sense of inner strength. Qualities that he knew were indispensable in any squadron leader. That was the first thing Commthers in the room, or to be frightened by the thought that both of them were now one step closer to putting their lives completely at risk. "Adama?" Adama looked up from his computer screen, where he'd been again consulting the passages from the Book of the Word that had caught his attention the previous day. He was slightly surprised to see the face of Sire Anton, former aide to the late President Adar, and a member of the Council of the Twelve. "Sire Anton," Adama rose from his chair. "What brings you here?" "Sort of an unofficial mission on my part for the Council, Adama," Anton said as he shook hands with the commander and sat down. "I'm sure you know that once word got out about what happened to half the Fleet's pilots, some of our colleagues were...how shall I put it, in a state of considerable uneasiness." "I can understand that," Adama nodded, "By far, this is the greatest test we've faced since our escape from Carillon. And whether we can overcome it....well, unofficially ander Fairfax had stressed to him two yahrens ago when Killian had been made commander of the Columbia's Blue Squadron group, and he had no intention of ever forgetting that. For Killian, and all the other pilots in his group, the recent Holocaust had been far more traumatizing then for any of the members of Blue Squadron. Red Squadron was comprised entirely of pilots from the Columbia, which had been the only battlestar other than the Galactica that had been able to launch any vipers during the Cylon sneak attack that had succeded in destroying seven battlestars from the Combined Colonial Fleet. They had been forced to see their own ship, which they had been part of for many yahrens, devastated heavily in the attack to the point where the decision had been made to scuttle her as a total loss. And then, there had been the later trauma of losing their former commander, Fairfax, in the wake of the battle of Carillon. Fairfax's death in many ways had been even more difficult then the loss ofSire Anton, I can only tell you and the rest of the Council that it remains to be seen. We should be grateful at least for the fact that we don't face the immediate danger of nearby Cylon presence." "Quite true," Anton conceded, "For now, I can assure you that you have our full and unified support with regard to whatever measures you deem necessary. It would only take an extraordinary failure of leadership on your part that would make some of the....less cooperative members suggest a reexamination of our edict of last sectar extending new powers to you." Adama smiled without mirth, "Sire Anton, if I were ever to engage in an extraordinary failure of leadership, I doubt very much that the Council would be able to dissect the aftermath." "Precisely," Anton nodded, "I'll inform them that you have the situation quite well at hand, and that there is no need to distract you at this time with the nuisance of a formal session." "Thank you, Sire," Adama was pleasantly surprised to see the genial A the Columbia itself, because it removed the one element of stabling reassurance to the Columbia pilots, that their was one element of continuity from Since Fairfax's death, Killian and the rest of Red Squadron had found themselves more determined to maintain their distinction as a group from the Columbia. They had all continued to wear their flight helmets that bore the Columbia's insignia, instead of the Galactica helmets. They had also taken more and more to socializing amongst themselves only, as though they felt that was the only to maintain some element of the pre-Holocaust camaraderie they had all known. Killian knew that to maintain such separateness in ranks wasn't bound to win them much in terms of friendship or admiration from the pilots of Blue Squadron, but he was also convinced that it was essential for his own group's morale at this point. They had lost their homes, their families, their ship and their commander. They needed one thing in their lives to provide them wnton showing such unqualified support for him. Only a sectar ago, Anton had been among those who had willingly gone along with Sire Uri's dangerous scheme of settling on Carillon and proposing to destroy all their weapons. Now, he almost seemed to be doing all he could to compensate for what he regarded as an indefensible error on his part. "I appreciate your courtesy." "It's my pleasure, Adama," Anton bowed slightly, "My blessings and prayers be with you during this crisis." As soon as the Council member had departed, Adama sat down and let out a sigh of relief that at least for now, events had not conspired to stick him with a political headache. All things considered though, it was a very small favor to be grateful for. He activated the vid-com that connected him to the Life Station, "Dr. Salik, please?" "Dr. Salik is detained, Commander," he saw the face of Cassiopeia, "He's running some new tests on the virus strain." "Is he closer to a breakthrough?" Adama hunched forward, tryingith some continuity to the lost past and keeping their identity as a Columbia group was the only way to As he worked out on the weight machine, lying on his back and preparing himself to lift more than 200 kilos of steel, he was surprised when he saw out of the corner of his eye, a clearly irritated Sergeant Barton, one of the younger pilots from his group. "Sir?" Barton asked. "Do you have a micron?" Killian lowered the weights and came to a sitting position. "What is it, Barton?" "Sir, there's something I had to ask you about. Are you aware that Blue Squadron's closed off all access to the Officer's Club for the next 24 centars?" Red Leader wiped away the sweat from the back of his neck. "Captain Apollo's sendoff party, I imagine. Don't make a big deal about it, Barton." "Sir, they've probably stashed about two crates of prime ambrosia." Killian looked up at him. "What do you want me to do about it, Barton? Turn them in to Security?" "Sir, I just----" Barton then shrugged in exa not to fight back any feelings of false optimism. "I'm not in a position to answer that, Commander. I'm sure he'll contact you personally when he's done with these latest tests." "Please tell him to do that. Thank you." Adama switched the vid- com off and stretched himself out, staring at the ceiling totally lost in thought. After a centon, he glanced back down at his desk, where the holopicture of Ila smiled brightly at him. It was the perfect image of how he had last seen her. Her blonde hair with the faintest streaks of silver at the sides lending her a more regal bearing. Her face, still totally unlined and retaining every aspect of her youthful beauty. Her blue eyes, betraying just the slightest hint of the loneliness she'd been forced to endure in life ever since Zac, the last of her three children had gone off to the Academy and left her alone for the most part. Adama sighed with an air of sadness he had no intention of ever letting a single living soul. Even though hsperation, "I just don't think it's right for one squadron to cut us out of something like that. Luxuries like a party full of ambrosia are scarce enough as they are----" "Barton," the Squadron Leader said gently. "Forget it. What they're doing is no different then what we've been doing in keeping our identity as a Columbia unit. They're entitled to have their own private parties, just like we would be if it were one of our men." His expression then grew harder. "And with that in mind, I want you to pass this word to every member of our Squadron. I don't want a single one of them to be within scanning distance of the Officers Club today. If so much as one of you tries crashing that party or raising Hades about it, it's going to cost the whole group a half sectan's pay." The young sergeant stiffened slightly, not having expected Killian to take this kind of hard line. "I'll tell them, sir." He then turned and departed. Leaving Red Leader alone to ponder the thought that a word e was long past the point where he could feel tears over his wife's death, it was still hard for him to accept the feeling of emptiness her death had left in his life. Even though he had been separated from her so often, he had always treasured the fact that so often he'd been able to write letters to her from aboard whatever ship he happened to be stationed on, and have them sent by Courier from the nearest liberty port his ship would put into. Always, those letters were his outlet for opening up during times of difficulty, and without them he'd always felt that he'd never have been able to remain a committed warrior all his life. Right now, was one of those occasions where if he couldn't talk to Ila directly, he could at least write her a letter and reveal everything to her about what was going through his mind, and share things he'd never have revealed to another living soul. And eventually, after many sectans, a reply would always be waiting for him at the next planet his ship wouldwith Starbuck or someone else in Blue Group might be in order to at least make sure that Red Group could get their hands on some ambrosia for themselves. X-UIDL: 7::!!!`Rk!!N'h"! "There, you see Hanlon?" Starbuck grinned, "Nothing to it. Four Cylon fighters atomized in a space of two centons." The male trainee leaned his head back against the cockpit seat in relief. "Thanks. I almost wondered if I was going to stay stuck on level two all afternoon." The blonde lieutenant patted him on the shoulder and moved over to the simulator of Sergeant Jameson, another male shuttle pilot from the second group that had entered the mock-ups. He saw that Jameson was still working his way through level one, but so far without too much difficulty. He decided to move elsewhere. At the end of the room, Athena was gritting her teeth, looking slightly uptight as a simulated shower of sparks went up around her mock-up. "Okay Athena," Starbuck said gently, deciding that now was the perfect time to let his trademark charm achieve a different, practical kind of result o it that one bottle gets set aside for me as well for after the party." "Yes sir!" Greenbean exclaimed as a loud whoop of exhilaration went up from the rest of the pilots. X-UIDL: