Gun on Desert Planet Equis A Battlestar Galactica/Star Trek/Lost in Space/Egyptian Mythology/Fireball XL-5/Ark II/Blade Runner Crossover Fanfic by Paul Robison Prequel to: The Cylon's Curse, A Visitor From Hades, Space Murderer and Greetings from Space Family Robinson Special Guest Stars: Steve Zodiac (Zodiac): Fireball XL-5 Venus: Fireball XL-5 Charlie Evans (Cadet Charlex): Star Trek, "Charlie X" (Season 1) Ra (First Centurion): Egyptian Mythology Rick Deckard (Deckard): Blade Runner Rachel: Blade Runner Jonah: Ark II Ark II (The Colonial Scarab): Ark II Samuel: Ark II Sesmar: Lost in Space, "The Dream Monster" (Season 2) The Cyclops Monster: Lost in Space, "There Were Giants in the Earth" (Season1) The Inland Sea: Lost in Space, "The Hungry Sea," (Season 1) The Lost City (Moletown): Lost in Space, "There Were Giants in the Earth" (Season 1) Priplanus (Desert Planet Equis): Lost in Space, "No Place To Hide" (Unaired Pilot) Fireball XL-5 (c) 1963, Gerry and Sylvia Anderson Productions Star Trek (c) 1966, Paramount Productions & Gene Roddenberry's estate Lost in Space (c) 1965, 20th Century Fox & Space Productions Ark II (c) 1977, Filmation Productions Blade Runner (c) 1982, The Blade Runner Partnership & Sir Run Run Shaw Battlestar Galactica (c) 1978, Universal Studios & Glen A. Larson Productions Spoiler: Battlestar Galactica #2: The Cylon Death Machine, by Glen A. Larson & Robert Thurston, (c) 1978, Berkely Books, N.Y., N.Y. From The Adama Journals Zodiac. Who is he? Where did he come from? Am I really a part of his memories, or just a substitute for authority figures in general? Even when he described the incident wherein our paths met and I pretended to remember it because he needed for me to remember it and I needed him for the mission, I could not recall a single aspect of the brief adventure. Later, when I had some time, I went to my quarters and requested from Galactica's computer a printout of my journals covering that time period, the time when he claimed I'd supervised the capture of his gang and the ship containing their booty while they were fleeing the raid on the Cylon radium mines. Studying the pages, the only reference I could find to the incident, or an episode which could have been the incident, was this: Routine was interrupted today by an apparent pirate ship that stumbled into our sector, seemingly the result of miscalculation in our course. Ship tried to escape, but when they had our pursuers in their sights, their commander refused to fire on us, and ship and crew were easily netted. Tigh says their holds were quite rich in plundered cargo. I told him to take care of the matter fairly and to send the prisoners to the proper officiators. Could that commander have been Zodiac, could that cargo have been the radium? Why didn't I record the name of a man who allowed himself and his gang to be captured rather than firing on his own kind? Would the fact that the cargo had been Cylon radium be worth noting? The note seems to indicate I didn't see even these particular brigands, yet Zodiac insists we had a face-to-face confrontation. I should recall such a meeting vividly. After all, wouldn't I have been impressed that the leader of a pirate group had once been a full-fledged garrison commander, and wouldn't I have recorded my bewilderment that such a vital and intelligent man had tainted his value in a petty crime? The escapades of such a daring renegade commander deserve more than just a passing mention in my journal, I think. There's nothing in the surrounding entries to indicate that I was busy with some more important matters that might've prevented my entering a full report of the incident. Further, the journal note that remains is so routinely worded, so militarily matter-of-fact, that I can't believe that I wouldn't have let at least a hint of Zodiac's personality or the uniqueness of his exploit enter my journal. What could have been going in my head at the time that caused me to miss the essential point of the episode? I can only believe that internal evidence suggests that this entry is about a different group of criminals and that Zodiac has me confused with someone else, some other commander who performed his normal duty. Still, if it was Zodiac and his gang, I'm sorry that I do not remember him or the details of his capture that have been so large an obsession for him during his confinement aboard the prison grid barge. To Zodiac, that episode seems to have been the major event of his life. It's too bad that, while he dwelt on his hopes for revenge so fiercely, our confrontation was only a forgettable moment for me, an entry in my journal that calls forth no pictures of the event it describes. ********** Chapter One: The Trap Must Work This time the trap must work. The Imperious Leader of the Cylon Empire had commanded that the trap must snare the human's fleet completely. The humans should not be able to execute one of their sneaky last-micron escapes. There could be no overlooked malfunction in the trap's mechanisms. For too long now, the Cylon forces had chased after Adama's assemblage of incompatible ships (a captured prisoner had referred to them as "a ragtag fleet," a pointless term, as there was no identical word for it in Cylonese). His executive officers, weary of battling the human pest, had acceded readily to the Leader's plan to force the human ships, especially the Galactica, into the range of the awesomely efficient pulsar cannon on the desert planet Equis. Imperious Leader was particularly pleased that the final destructive assault should originate on Equis because the exiled first centurion, Ra, commanded the garrison there. It was only proper that the outspoken Ra should deliver the final deathblow. It would teach him obedience and help to regain his lost status simultaneously. The Leader recalled vividly the day he'd been obligated to send Ra, once one of his most valued officers, into exile. "I recommend that we abandon our pursuit of the humans," Ra had suggested in the middle of a briefing. The executive officers closest to Ra had immediately moved away from him, knowing that the oddly ambitious first centurion had finally overstepped the proper bounds. "Abandon pursuit?" the Leader had said. Terlane took the question as an invitation to pursue the subject. The Leader knew he was drawing Terlane into inevitable errors of Cylon decorum, and he was sorry to have to do so. But what could an Imperious Leader do when a Cylon acted out of racial character? "Analysis of present situation suggests," Ra had said, the arrogance in his voice quite above his station, "that we allow the humans to continue their foolish quest toward the far reaches of known space. As long as they do not contaminate any of our own dominions, they do not pose a threat significant enough for the continued waste of Cylon time and personnel. We have, after all, achieved our goal. Except for that small band of fleeing survivors and the remaining enslaved humans on some outworlds we control, the human race has been exterminated. The war is over. The victory is ours." "What? You dare question my decision?" Imperious Leader had said explosively, hoping that Ra would interpret this as a final chance to back down from his unsuitable position. "I dare nothing, Leader," Ra had replied. "Your wisdom and judgment are vitally needed back on our home worlds. You would even be cheered for abandoning the---" "Silence, First Centurion Ra! I remind you that I and I alone reserve the right of omniscient judgment. As along as a free human is left alive, the chance that they could return in large numbers at a later time is a threat that cannot, and will not, be abided. Humans are more prolific breeders than Cylons, even though their lifespan is shorter. Do you not remember how their resourcefulness made the war against them last too long, longer than it should have? Even now the human insects are winning battles and skirmishes against us. Remember how a small squadron of human vipers wrecked our attacking wall of fighters at the battle of Carillon's Lot? I cannot rest until we have achieved the goal of human extermination. A period of exile, First Centurion Ra, should help you to realize the importance of my objectives-----and, hopefully, lessen your unfortunate impulses toward ambition." As Ra had slunk off the command deck, Imperious Leader had almost felt sorry for the punished centurion. However, he had known for some time that Ra would draw such punishment eventually. Ra's excessive displays of ambition had to be countered. He clearly hoped to be the next Imperious Leader, and he did not lack qualifications for the position, if only he would stop exhibiting his ambition for it so openly. Ambition was rarely observed among Cylons. Imperious Leader had not had any inkling of what the word meant until he had been awarded third-brain and absolute power over the Cylon Alliance. Ra, however, had always been something of a rebel Cylon. As a fighter pilot, while still at first-brain status, he had been more aggressive than his peers so suicidally aggressive that it seemed surprising that he had survived to second-brain and then executive officer status. Normally, Cylons at Ra's level knew how to maintain a showing of absolute obedience whether they felt it or not. Imperious Leader hoped that the exile would force some sense into him, since he so obviously did have the potential to become the next Imperious Leader, plus abilities that would make him exceptional at the job. Now it seemed that Ra's exile would work out to the Cylons' advantage. He was the best possible officer to have on the desert planet Equis. An officer with Ra's abilities was, after all, required at the mainspring of the trap. As usual, Imperious Leader enjoyed working out the details of his plan. Details were comforting. If his head, now covered by a massive communications helmet, could have been seen by the intricate network of officers arrayed around his pedestal, they would've observed a glowing aura shining from each eye. The few humans who had ever seen the alien leader had felt both awe and revulsion toward him, partially because of his uneven and out-of-balance body (which, in its bulk, resembled a pile of jagged and lumpy stones), and partially because of the large-pored aspect of its swampy-gray skin. As his ability to mimic human thinking processes increased, he discovered just how repulsive he looked through their eyes. Their perceptions of him as an ugly beast made him hate the human pest even more. Especially since, to him, a human was the most ugly sight imaginable in a universe that contained a diversity of ugliness. As he awaited the first reports of the beginning of his present strategy, a sneak attack on the fringe of the ragtag fleet, the Leader reviewed his overall plan. He could find no flaws, but there were gaps. It was necessary that he acquire the kind of information that would prevent such gaps from becoming another one of the humans' fortunate escape routes. Another session with the simulator might provide him with data about human behavior that could lead to key insights about their seemingly illogical patterns of motivation and action. He had already learned several odd lessons about them from conferring with various simulacra. He ordered an executive officer to have the simulator transmitted to the command chamber. It was there before him, on his pedestal, exactly at the end of his request. Nodding toward the telepathy-template at the center of the simulator console, he requested mentally the simulation of Commander Adama, head of the human fleet. As usual, Adama proved too difficult a task for the simulator. The edges of his simulacrum were fuzzy. Not enough was known about the commander to justify taking up space in the simulator data banks, and so it could not provide a successful duplicate. Whatever the Leader asked of it, the indistinct form of Adama supplied insufficient data. Frequently, it was not able to answer at all and just stared at the Leader indifferently. No insights or revealing associations of thought could be gleaned From The Adama simulacrum. Brusquely, the Leader dismissed it, called instead for Adama's son, Captain Apollo. The resolution of the Apollo simulacrum was sharper. Humans regarded the young man as handsome. Knowing that made the Apollo simulacrum more repellent to Imperious Leader. Fortunately, he could disengage synapses within his third-brain to cut off physiological reactions to the simulation. He asked "Apollo" a few questions, but could discover little more than he had learned from the simulacrum of Commander Adama. Apparently, the simulator's information concerning the son was nearly as skimpy as that concerning the father. Imperious Leader called for a scan of information that might suggest names about which the simulator had accumulated more data. Since most of the Cylons' information about humans was extracted from prisoners, the simulator often contained better information about key officers in lower positions of command, those who had more direct dealings with Colonial warriors. On the scanner's list, he recognized the name of Starbuck, a heroic sort of human (or at least they thought so), mention of whom seemed to occur often in Cylon interrogations. He ordered the template to provide a simulation of this Lieutenant Starbuck. Suddenly seated in front of Imperious Leader was a human with eyes so bright and searching they reminded him of the rays of light that emanated from Cylon centurion helmets. "Starbuck" immediately broke into a broad smile. Humans seemed to derive some odd sort of pleasure out of smiling. The Leader was glad he had cut off physiological reaction to the sight of humans, or else he might not have been able to endure the sight of this smiling bright-eyed human. "Hi, chum," said the Starbuck simulacrum. The greeting surprised Imperious Leader, since simulacra---programmed, after all, from simulator data banks---rarely initiated conversation. "I am addressing Lieutenant Starbuck of the battlestar Galactica, am I not?" "Sit on it and rotate, I.L. You know I'm no more Starbuck than you're a blooming lily of the valley. I'm a reproduction and I'd strangle you if my hands had any substance." The Leader glanced briefly toward the simulator template; unsure if the device was functioning properly. It was highly unorthodox for it to program such independence into a simulacrum---unless of course, that independence was so much a part of the man's character that it could not be removed from the mental, emotional, and physiological profile that had been extracted by the simulator. It was possible, Imperious Leader thought, that this Starbuck might be extremely useful, even if only as a study of independent thought in the human species. Much could be learned from the brashness and insulting demeanor of this young officer replication. Connections might be established that could fill just those gaps in Imperious Leader's strategy. "How many ships remain in your fleet, Lieutenant?" "Starbuck" laughed. "As many as the specks of dirt between your toes, I.L." "Cylons have no toes." "Starbuck" seemed genuinely impressed. "Then maybe we don't have any ships," he/it said. "Come now, Lieutenant, we know that there are still many ships in your---" "Then you'd better inspect the dirt between your toes more closely, I.L." "But I told you Cylons----" Imperious Leader stopped talking. Not only did the Starbuck simulacrum initiate conversation, it also interrupted. This interrogation was going to be difficult, and perhaps extremely unpleasant. ********** Commander Adama was utterly exhausted. Even if he had not been grieving for half a yahren, his hair would be snow white anyway; just from the sheer hardness his newfound position forced him to endure. And it was not the burden of command alone that made him feel his age. Although he was not a young man -- 130 yahrens were considered advanced age, even by Caprican measures ---he was still able to mobilize reserve energies, if necessary that would have made the youngest warriors under his command unfit to catch up with him. Not that he would have any other choice, really. The burden of command that, as commander of the last battlestar, he was forced to wear, was a light one compared to his other responsibility: to guide through the most dangerous sectors of space a rag-tag fleet that was never meant for deep space missions. This would have been hard enough, even without the never-lessening threat that the Cylon Empire represented. For the Cylons were implacable. Their leaders decided the termination of mankind, and the Cylon centurions tried unweariedly to execute the decision of their leaders. In fact, they never really got tired. They were like insects, incapable of independent thought, programmed for the extinction of mankind, and either they carried out their program or died trying. That was all they were capable of. And exactly this narrow-mindedness made them the most dangerous enemy mankind had ever faced. Were they not Cylons, Adama might have admired their persistence; he might have considered them worthy adversaries. But he could not force himself to have any feelings for a society for which free will was a completely absurd idea---not even negative ones. Aliens---that was probably the most accurate description for them. They were the most disturbingly alien race Adama had met in his whole life. Humans couldn't even try to understand them. What little they knew of the Cylon race was frightening enough. What they didn't know was probably even more horrible. Cylon society had much in common with insectoid societies. The bottom level was (at least as far as humans knew) that of the common centurion. A Cylon Centurion, though born by natural means, was little less than a machine. In fact, they looked a lot like primitive droids in their clumsy armor, and nobody really knew where the armor ended and the Cylon warrior began. Cylons were cybernetic organisms: life forms that were part of the armor they wore. Due to the sophisticated weapon technology, every Cylon warrior was a small part of an incredibly huge communications net. Like chess pieces, being pushed here and there by their leaders on an oversized board. But the size of their organization was also a disadvantage. So much information was added to the system in every micron that the leaders had to select and only pay attention to the most important events. And though the Cylon leaders had more than one brain (the highest-ranking ones, actually, had three), that supported them in this, luckily for Adama---and for mankind in general---they were not purely super machines. They could---and did----make mistakes. The Cylons had difficulties with independent actions. The fact that they were so dependant on their leaders was an advantage for humans, because they had nothing akin to human inventiveness. They worked with stiff efficiency in battle while human pilots improvised and followed their instincts. In a one-to-one situation they had no chance against a human warrior. The only problem was that the Cylons never fought in one-to-one situations. Their raiders usually flew in groups of three, and their centurions worked in a battle like a complicated circuit where every link was in constant connection with all the others. And exactly that made their roundabout-attacks so dangerous. Human pilots, even such excellent ones as Boomer or Apollo, needed yahrens to learn the reactions of their wingmates and to form a well-oiled unit. Cylons did that by design. Adama could almost understand why they considered mankind such a threat. The Cylon idea of order and perfection was based on a society where the individual was to serve the common welfare in every possible thing, even the smallest one. A long time ago, human religious leaders, too, followed this theory, but finally human thinking had outgrown it. Even though one might have doubted it, considering the reactions of some Kobolian fundamentalists. Not so the Cylons----they did grow, after all, therefore they could not change, either. They developed this theory to its utmost. Every unit was nothing but a little cog-wheel in the incredible Cylon machine. And thusly, they managed to create the perfect order----but for a price no human being would be ready to pay. And that was why the Cylon leaders decided that mankind had to be terminated, Adama realized. The destruction of the Colonies was not enough for them. Mankind had to be eradicated. Not a single human being was allowed to survive, because they endangered the perfect order of the universe---at least as the Cylons understood order. Adama often asked himself why is it that the Cylons feared mankind so much when their order truly was as strong and unshakable as they assumed. He sometimes thought he knew the answer...and he liked it not. His only mission now was to survive. Survive at any price. He could not afford giving up hope. He had to appear strong, so that his troops could trust him, and so that he himself could cling to his hope. But at the moment, it wasn't easy to look optimistic. The chances weren't promising.... The alarm warning of the Cylon attack shook him out of his pensive mood. "What's our situation?" he asked his daughter, Athena, who was listening to the garbled series of messages coming over the battlestar's commlines. "Nothing too frightening," she responded. "A bunch of Cylon fighters broke through a flaw in the camouflage force field. We might as well drop the force field for all the good it's doing us, save the energy. The Cylons seem to detect us often enough." "I'm beginning to think that they know where they are at all times." "You're probably right about that." Athena's agreement only added to Adama's suspicions. She had command-level abilities and, in fact, had turned down important posts in order to remain aboard Galactica. He had always found her opinions valuable, even when they disagreed with his own instincts. "How bad is it?" he asked her. "Reports sound positive, sir. One of our ships did take a hit, though. The foundry ship Shiva. Some highside damage, nothing serious, nothing they can't handle." "Cylon casualties?" "Not specified. Boomer's message was, quote 'we annihilated a majority of the red-eyed wankers before they turned tale,' unquote. "Luck was with us again, I see." "Starbuck says he's donating a large bequest of luck to be spread over the entire fighting crew." Adama should have laughed, but didn't. "I don't like what's happening here," he said quietly. Athena looked over at him, worried. "Why not? It's good luck." "We've had too much good luck, I'm afraid. We've stayed ahead of the Cylons for a long time. Some of that's skill, some of it's luck." "It's perfectly normal to worry about luck turning sour, you know." "That's not what's bothering me, Athena. Luck's just an instinctive control of our natural human resources. What's bothering me is that our luck seems a bit too pat, too calculated." "I don't understand." "Sometimes I get the definite feeling that the Cylons have some strings attached to us and are just pulling at them like puppetmasters. As if their sneak attacks are not meant to succeed, as if they're just proddings to force us into certain course patterns, as if----" "Mmmm, that's pretty fanciful. If I didn't know you better, I might say paranoid. And if I didn't know...." She lapsed into a concerned silence, pretended to check gauges she had just checked a moment ago. "Out with it," Adama said. "What were you going to say?" She took a deep breath before answering. "I reviewed a report on the last Cylon ambush, the one where our guys wiped out nearly the whole contingent of their fighters. Tigh underlined a part of it for me, putting a question mark in the margin. Our scanners seemed to indicate---I emphasize seemed---that there had been no life form of any kind within a couple of the destroyed ships. Of course the scans were random, and they might even be incorrect, especially since collected under battle conditions in which not all Cylon ships were scanned efficiently. Still..." "Still it's an interesting batch of data, and that's why Tigh wanted us to take note of it." "Precisely." "What do you think it means, Athena?" "That the fighters were remote controlled, operated by a distance by Cylons inside the ships that got away." "You may have a point there." "Fits your puppetmaster theory rather neatly, don't you think?" "As I said, you may have a point there." Athena laughed. "I detect a touch of mockery in your laughing, young lady." "It's just that, even if your boots had wings on them, you'd resist jumping to conclusions, Father." "You're not supposed to call me Father during duty centons." "Will you send me to the brig for insubordinate affection?" "A couple of sectans there might do you a world of good." "You've convinced me. Commander." ********** Every time Starbuck settled his neck back into the neckbrace and watched Jenny, his flight-crew leader, close the canopy around him, he wished the same wish. If only he could have a fumarello right now... Hundreds of times he'd asked Boomer, who was an expert on the botanical aspects of tobaccon products, to develop a fumarellos that wouldn't smush down against the front of the canopy or fill the small enclosed area with dense smoke and could additionally be fitted through breathing and communication gear. Boomer had laughed heartily and said that while he thought it was possible to confine the smoke to a proper-sized burning cylinder, and even possible to find a way to adapt it to the breathing gear, he doubted whether Core Command would approve such a revolutionary device. Core Commands were always aeons behind in accepting the really innovative combat notions, Boomer had commented dryly. "Lieutenant Starbuck? Sir?" The high voice, distorted perhaps by the static in the transmission, sounded adolescent and a bit whiny." "Yes, Cadet Charlex?" Starbuck saw the seventeen-yahren-old cadet's face in his mind. Childlike eyes, eager mouth, mousy blonde hair---did he imagine it or did Charlex have freckles on both cheeks? Yes, he had some. Starbuck remembered him from the first batch of recruits that had come aboard the Galactica from the Antares, a transport about a tenth the size of the Rising Star. All he had on him back then was the hand-me-down clothing he wore and all the rest of his possessions that he was carrying in a dufflebag. The officers of the Antares who'd brought him aboard the Galactica spoke highly of Charlex's intelligence, eagerness to learn, intuitive grasp of military matters and his sweetness of character; but it struck Starbuck that they were almost elbowing each other aside to praise him and that they were in an unprecedented hurry to get back to their own cramped ship, without even so much as begging a bottle of ambrosa. Charlex's curiosity had certainly been obvious from those first few moments, though he showed some trepidation---which was not surprising, considering that he'd lost his entire family during the Final Destruction. Corporal Rand had been assigned to take all the new recruits to their quarters. It was at that point that Charlex stunned her and caused all the other recruits to burst out in laughter by asking Starbuck honestly: "Is that a girl?" Starbuck recalled when, during unarmed defense training, Charlex proved to be horrendously clumsy, but perhaps no more so than any other green recruit. Yet Boomer, who'd been clad like he and Charlex in workout clothes, was able to instruct him with a seemingly inhuman patience. "That's better. Slap the mat when you go down, Charlex. It absorbs the shock. Now, again." Boomer dropped of his own initiative to the mat, slapped it, and rolled gracefully up onto his feet. "Like that." "I'll never learn," Charlex said. "Sure ya will, buddy," Starbuck said. "Go ahead." Charlex had managed an awkward drop. He forgot to slap until the last minute, so that quite a thud accompanied the slap. "Well, that's an improvement," Starbuck said. "Like everything else, it takes practice. Once more." This time was better. Starbuck said, "That's it. Okay, Boom-boom, show him the ole' shoulder roll." Boomer hit the mat, and was at once on his feet again, cleanly and easily. "I don't want to do that," Charlex said. "It's part of the course," Starbuck said. "It's not hard. Look." He did a roll himself. "Try it." "No. You're supposed to be training me to be a warrior, not showing me how to roll around on the floor." "You gotta learn to take falls without hurting yourself before we can do that. Boomer, maybe we'd better demonstrate. A couple of easy throws." "You got it, Bucko," Boomer said. The two warriors grappled, and Boomer, who was in much better shape than the lieutenant, let Starbuck throw him. Then, as Starbuck got to his feet, Boomer flipped him like a cubit. Starbuck rolled and bounced, grateful for the exercise. "See what I mean?" Starbuck said. "I guess so," Charlex said. "It doesn't look hard." He moved in and grappled with Starbuck, trying for the hold he had seen Boomer use. He was strong, but he had no leverage. Starbuck took a counter-hold and threw him. It was not a hard throw, but Charlex again forgot to slap the mat. He jumped to his feet flaming mad, glaring at Starbuck. "That won't do," Boomer said, grinning. "You need a lot more falls, Charlex." Charlex whirled toward him. In a low, intense voice, he said: "Don't laugh at me." "Cool off, Charlex," Boomer said, chuckling openly now. "Half the trick is in not losing your temper." But that was then, this was now. Charlex did eventually learn not to lose his temper. And now here he was, in Launch Bay Alpha, about to be shot into space. "Lieutenant sir," said the innocent-sounding Charlex, "what you said at the briefing---about exercising all caution and holding your fire---" "Yeah, yeah, kid. What is it, did I use too many two-syllable words or something?" "No, not that. I understood. It's just that we were taught there were times when aggressive initiative was---" "Take that and shove it, Cadet. That's classroom rhetoric and it's all just so much felgercarb when you're in the cockpit of a Colonial viper, get it?" "Yes sir, but---" Starbuck sighed. It seemed Charlex hadn't lost his eagerness to spout ill-digested textbook lessons. Another problem with him: beneath the warrior trappings he was still an adolescent boy, a human, but totally inexperienced with other human beings. Short tempered because he wanted so much and it couldn't come fast enough for him. That was probably why he wanted to become a full Colonial warrior so badly; because he wanted to be one of the human race, to be loved, to be useful. Essentially, he was a child, a child in a man's body trying to be a whole man. Unfortunately, this all added up to an individual too immature to even consider death and pain as a possible consequence of his chosen line of work. "Look, Cadet Charlex. When you've been on a few combat missions, you'll know all there is to know about aggressive initiative, okay? Until then, just obey Starbuck's Golden Rule." "Golden Rule?" "Keep your trap shut when somebody wants something from you, plan on how you're gonna get 'em later, and never volunteer even when the mission looks like the boondoggle of all time." "That doesn't sound very--" "What did I say about keeping your trap shut?" "Yes, sir. Lieutenant." A soft chuckle on the line. Starbuck's wingmate, Boomer. "I think the young warrior's learned a lesson," Boomer said. "What's that?" Starbuck asked. "Now he knows what it's like to be starbucked." Starbuck smiled. In flight-squadron slang, to be starbucked meant to be maneuvered into a losing situation, whether in a gambling game, a battle, or an argument. A blue light began beeping on the viper's control panel---the command bridge's warning that all ships were ready for launch. The deep mellow voice of Colonel Tigh, the commander's aide, came over the comm-line. "Deepspace advance probe. Blue Squadron up." Starbuck tensed his body, knowing he was to launch first. "Launch one!" Starbuck was slammed back against the cockpit seat and neckbrace as his viper began its long accelerating thrust out of the launch tubes of battlestar Galactica. On the line, Tigh's voice bellowed: "Launch two!" That would be Boomer's ship being catapaulted out the second tube. Starbuck steadied his viper as it cleared the launch tube and zoomed in a wide arc above the massive command ship. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Boomer executing the same maneuver with his fighter, and then hovering beside Starbuck's viper. "Flight Academy unit, stand by," ordered Tigh. "Cadet Charlex, Cadet Ramart, and Cadet Ellis. Prepare to launch." Each of the cadets' ships was launched in its turn and the five fighters of the advance probe formed a star formation in front of the Galactica. Starbuck tapped a signal button on his control panel to alert the other fliers to engage their turbos for forward thrust. Their pilots accelerated all five fighters, even the three makeshift vipers fresh from the foundries, evenly. Behind them the command battlestar appeared to fade abruptly and become a distant point. Starbuck felt cold shudders as he surveyed the apparently empty space around him. Even the flickering far-off stars gave him no confidence that there was really anything out there. Oh, there's something out there, all right, he thought. If there's nothing else, there're Cylons out there. Out there somewhere. Behind us, ahead of us. Even above and below us. He laughed softly, thinking how Boomer was always saying, in off-duty bull sessions, that there were no such concepts as above and below, in front and behind, when you were alone in space. Each tilt of your ship, the smallest alteration of your flight angle, each failure of your instruments to record correctly---all of these changes shifted your reality as well. Boomer was fond of phrases like "altering reality," In a way, Starbuck's long-standing friend friendship with the courageous, intelligent and skillful Boomer kept shifting his own reality in positive ways. Boomer steadied him whenever the angles of his own life tilted, rescued him when he got himself into really deep trouble. Starbuck checked the scanner panel which now displayed, in electronic silhouettes, the flight formation. One of the ships had edged out of formation and appeared ready to veer off on its own. "Lighten up, Boom-boom," he said. "The man next to you is about to fly up your tailpipe." There was a short pause before Boomer, evidently checking which pilot was out of line, spoke: "Cadet Charlex, is that you?" "Yes, sir," came the agonizingly adolescent voice of Charlex. "You come any closer, kid, your front end's gonna melt off." Charlex's viper edged back slightly. But just slightly. Imagining the mousy-blonde haired kid screwing up his unlined brow in childish puzzlement, Starbuck was surprised to find himself simultaneously amused and annoyed by the foolish daring of the young cadet. "But....our instructor told us to keep tight," Charlex announced with authority. Damn....the kid's practically a walking blackboard, Starbuck thought. "Your instructors are back on the Galactica, probably playing double-jack each one with a glass of ambrosa at his elbow," Boomer said. "You, my fine young cadet, are on a deepspace probe. There are risks that you don't get past by stopping your mock-flight vehicle and raising your hand to ask the instructor a question!" "Our instructors never let us raise---" "I'm not gonna say it again, Cadet! This kind of flight is different from anything you experienced in the beginning simulators. To infinity...and beyond! It's not like failing a simulation. Overheat and you evaporate. Pffft! So...get off my tail, okay?" Charlex swallowed hard and answered: "Getting off your tail now, sir." Starbuck studied the scanner, watching Charlex draw his ship back and take his proper place in the star formation. The kid would have to be watched or he'd be converted to space junk the first time something went wrong. No matter what the mission, there was always a complication----if not a ship so hastily built it couldn't withstand the stress of battle, then it was a pilot young enough to be flying model ships in his hand across a playroom. Starbuck sighed. To some people, the present difficulties of the Galactica's fighting squadrons might be shrugged off as "fortunes of war." He had too many problems seeing war in such terribly materialistic terminology. If there was any financially oriented figure of speech that applied, it was that war----at least the kind of battles Starbuck and his kind had to fight---was the gaming pot with each side anteing and raising until one displayed the winning hand. Or, as so often happened with Lieutenant Starbuck, the victorious player managed to avoid having his bluff discovered. ********** Adama followed his aide, Colonel Tigh, a short, dark-skinned, and, despite his relatively young age, silver-haired man, to the translucent star map that covered the whole back wall of the command bridge and watched silently while he choreographed the new flight-path line for the fleet. The nimble, dark fingers of the Colonel had almost a life of their own as they sought out the best way through the seemingly chaotic lines of the star map. The silver family signet-ring on the little finger of his left hand awakened memories in the old commander; memories that he thought (or hoped) long forgotten. That ring was the only thing that remained of Tigh's family; from the old mansion where his people had lived for nine generations. Though almost a generation apart in age, long ago, during the Thousand Yahren War that ended so abruptly with the false peace offer of the Cylons and their treacherous attack that resulted in the destruction of the Colonies, Adama and Tigh had been a team---and a famous one, due to their recklessness and skills. Tigh had been hardly more than a child when he first got into the cockpit of a Viper, which was the very reason why they made him Adama's wingmate---in truth, though, he was the more sober and careful one of the both of them, keeping his impulsive wingmate from taking unnecessary risks more than once. It was a shame that Tigh never achieved the command chair of a Battlestar that he would so richly deserve. When Adama, having calmed down considerably, took over the supreme command of the fleet, he often suggested Tigh for such a position. Unfortunately, as considerate and careful as Tigh was in battle situations, as impulsively as he spoke his mind in the wrong places, so his own command had been denied him every time. Time and again Adama warned him to carefully measure his words, but the impulsive Colonel had little patience with the quirks of politics and he told it, too, every time, and he did it with a flowery "eloquence" regardless of the given situation. On the bridge of the Galactica, Adama greatly valued Tigh's almost brutal honesty---in fact, he depended on it. Still, Tigh had deserved his own command, and now that the he had the whole fleet under martial law, Adama would gladly give him that chance---if only there were other battlestars left to command. "We have the new flight path, sir," Tigh reported. "We can give the changes into the navigation computer and transmit them to the other ships." Adama's eyes followed Tigh's hand; he studied the new route and the changing of the vectors. "I don't like it," he said quietly. Tigh looked surprised "But that's the only logical route, Commander! Look how it brings us farther away from..." "I don't like it, nevertheless. When something looks so easy and convenient, it needs to be examined very closely. For our own safety." The corner of Tigh's mouth curved into an ironic smile. "I thought you'd be ecstatic. "We destroyed sixteen Cylon ships during that last attack." "And how many of them had a crew?" Tigh hesitated before answering. "We only scanned six of them. In none of those could we find any Cylons. But you know as well as I do, Commander, that the scanners aren't always reliable during a battle. They can't be fully reliable..." "Still, it's not an unjustified assumption that the Cylons might send fully automated raiders against us." It was not a question. "Well, as an assumption..." "They may want to have us destroy those machines. To lure us into false safety without sacrificing their centurions." Tigh nodded. "The thought occurred to me, I admit. On the other hand...their task force fell back until," he pointed at the star map; "that point. That is a considerable distance. Big enough to hope that they've lost our trail." Adama gave a cursory glance at the network of shining points in the sector Tigh had pointed out. "I disagree. I think they're still just behind us, barely out of range of our sensors. Just like their base stars." He turned away from the star map. "Whatever we do, one thing is sure; we can't turn back." "And when exactly have we ever turned back and fought?" Adama heard the frustration in the voice of his aide. Often had Tigh voiced his wish to cease fleeing and turn back and blast the whole Cylon war machine out of the skies. Not that Adama would blame him for that, especially since in his heart of hearts he had the same wish. On the other hand... "Perhaps if I illustrate what I mean," Adama said, taking a small cylindrical tube out of his pocket and setting its laser-directed light for a thin line, he directed the ray toward the map, first raising it toward the top of the starfield. "Above us is the planet En Quartus, listed in the warbook as a Cylon outpost. We cannot move in that direction." He lowered the light, sent its beam toward the lower portion of the map. "Below us, the Coribona asteroid belt. Millions of fragments from the world the Cylons destroyed. We could never cross it with these big clumsy ships. And through all that rubbish Apollo and Boomer couldn't burn a path as they did through the minefield at Carillon's Lot." "Our route is clear, then?" Tigh shrugged. "Straight forward. Where the patrols reported a safe transit." "That would be too easy," Adama murmured absently. "Commander?" Adama raised his voice. "That last defeat of the Cylon raiders, their unexpected withdrawal...." "Unexpected? The Galactica beat them!" "Yes....it looked that way, didn't it?" A glimmer of understanding came into Tigh's dark eloquent eyes. "And the truth?" he asked, challenging his commander to share his thoughts with him as always. "It might be purely instinct from my side." Adama answered slowly, "which, of course, is sometimes more than simple facts. But I believe we're being slowly, carefully maneuvered...herded toward that....that safe passage ahead." Athena, having stepped up to her father during the conversation, unexpectedly joined it, though it was not her way to intrude into the counsels of her commanding officers---not even if one of them was her own father. "Why would they do that?" She glanced at the star map, as if she could see beyond its curved lines and blinking lights that endless black nothing with its few stars that was the reality represented by the symbols on the map. "What might be out there?" she whispered. "I don't know, Athena. Maybe a dead end," the Commander said. "Maybe something a lot more dangerous than all the Cylons' basestars put together. But I don't like it." He turned back to Tigh. "I think we should send out more scouting patrols." The Colonel didn't answer immediately, which surprised Adama. "What is it, Tigh? You disagree?" "Commander, we've pressed our pilots too hard lately. They're on the brink of exhaustion." "We all are. But there's something else that worries you, isn't there? Well---out with it." "Sir, when you asked...I'm worried by the fact that we have to put more and more half-trained cadets into the Vipers. Too many. And that's dangerous." Adama thought of the cadets he'd seen a few days ago, and that positively radiated exhaustion---both that of body and spirit. These young men and women were not prepared by the Caprican Military Academy for all the trials and tribulations they might have to face during their career; they were not given solid basics in theory or detailed, thorough survival training. Need dictated that they would be thrown into the middle of battle as soon as they were able to know their way around the cockpit of a Viper. And more often that simply was not enough. The Commander wished he could instruct his aide to call back all Vipers, to call back everyone from out there, back to the relative safety of the Galactica. Only that was impossible, of course. Like it or not, he had to risk the lives of those youngsters in order to save everyone else. "Of course, it's dangerous. But what other choice do we have, when the Cylons are still following us....and who knows what lies before us?" Tigh nodded reluctantly, and his suddenly saddened eyes told clearly how much he disliked the Commander's decision, even if he understood its necessity. "Colonel," Adama said gently, "it's no use. We must increase our patrols, even if that means that we have to send out the cadets." Slender, dark-haired Athena, wearing the blue uniform of the bridge officers, touched his arm. "Father...?" Adama gave her a disapproving look. He never tolerated liberties on the bridge, not even from his daughter who was closer to him than anybody else---not the least because she became more and more like her late mother with every passing day. Athena took the hint and drew her shapely body to attention. "Commander, as you are certainly aware of the fact, I have been properly trained as a Viper pilot. I respectfully ask to be detailed to the fighting squadrons." Both men smiled. This was not the first time that Athena tried to escape bridge duty, but her request had always been denied. Like this time. "Athena," her father answered, "you know I can't do that. You're needed here, on the bridge." "Yes, sir," she said, not the least disguising her anger and disappointment. Tigh could understand her disappointment very well, for he, too, wanted to get into a cockpit and go out with his squadrons. More than once had he asked Adama to allow him to return to the fighting troops, since he was still not too old to bear the strain of the starts, and his vast experience would be a great help for the young pilots. But Adama denied his request as well, every time, saying that he was more needed on the bridge. On the bridge...there were times when he positively hated the bridge. Bridge duty meant that he had to stand in front of the screens and watched how the young pilots that he had come to love and respect during training for their heroism and selfless sacrifices, were killed one by one. The longer their flight lasted, the less he could endure to be kept away from the fighting, condemned to simply watch...and he knew Athena felt the same way. Tigh turned to a bridge officer and ordered that the duty roster be flashed onto the main screen, in order to see who was till available for scouting patrols. Starbuck's voice over the main commline interrupted Tigh's command: "Blue Leader to Base. We're coming up on a small planet dead ahead. Can you give us a quick scan?" Tigh nodded toward the scanner section leader, who immediately fed the lieutenant's request into the ship's computer system. "Base to Blue Leader. Scanner readout coming up." He turned to Adama, concern in his eyes. "Commander?" "What is it?" "An object in Sector Oz." The officer switched the readout onto Adama's screen. Grids flashed and words appeared in the screen's corner. The shape of the planet reported by Starbuck came into resolution. Adama ordered a deeper probe-scan. A slightly more detailed resolution revealed an eerie-looking blue-gray planet. "Starbuck," Adama said into his commline mike. "Yo, sir." "Do you observe a sun or any other astronomical geologic phenomenon around the planet?" "Well, there's a sun circling the planet in a pole-to-pole orbit, but it's not a natural one, sir. It looks like a ball of burning gasses held together by an electronic force field." Adama turned away from the console. "What is it, sir?" Athena asked. "Who would cast a uninhabited planet adrift in space with only an artificial sun for heat and light? It doesn't----" "Perhaps it does, Athena, perhaps it does. We need more data." "I don't understand." "We have a small planet here, not much more than an asteroid, floating through space by itself, no neighboring planets detectable anywhere. Its artificial sun might be the handiwork of an advanced civilization long since dead and forgotten. Or maybe....something else." "Sir," Tigh said, "are you thinking what I think you are? One of the Cylon asteroids?" "Exactly, Tigh." "Cylon asteroid," Athena exclaimed. "I don't get it. An asteroid's a geological----" "That's correct. I forgot that Cylon asteroids were before your time. There was a time, early in the thousand yahren war, when the Cylons discovered a way to power asteroids across space, sometimes at phenomenal speeds, for combat purposes. They became a sort of geologically formed fighter craft. We were never able to discover how they did it, as we've been unable to discern a lot about Cylon technology." "And this could be one of their---what would you call it----war weapons?" Athena asked. "This minor planet?" "Well, it's a bit large, but perhaps. This might be one of their abandoned units. Or maybe not abandoned." Adama's voice had become ominous. "We need more data. Probably it's just what it looks like: a drifting asteroid." Adama turned to a bridge officer. "What's the report on it showing now?" "Structure: Granite composition. Light metals table C-four. Crystalline elements table M-one." "Surface?" said Tigh. "Sandy and mountainous with a few inland seas. Basically ravaged and torn by a bitter and blustery climate. Very hot conditions marked by periodic bercesgadium storms." "Bercesgadium?" Athena said. "Never heard of it." "The word's a corrupted form of a much longer word," Tigh said. "One too long to memorize. It's a gas. A Cylon-manufactured gas." "If I remember correctly," Adama said, "bercesgadium is a red-colored substance formed as a waste product from the style of laser weapon the Cylons've evolved. Their weaponry pumps out bercesgadium, usually into the ground, sometimes into the air. It's not radioactive but it's extremely toxic, especially if it escapes to a planet's surface in the form of clouds or mist. In the proper density, it can be fatal to us----one of the few instances I know where the discharged elements from a weapon can be just as dangerous as the firepower of the weapon itself." Athena touched her forehead and was surprised when her palm came back dripping wet. "That's making me break out in a hot sweat." Adama smiled. "Hot is the word for it, all right, at least on this particular planet. What's your view, Tigh?" Tigh glanced briefly at father and daughter then at the watching bridge crew, before speaking tersely: "Environment: Hostile!" ********** When Starbuck finally got a good look at the dusty planet, he felt his hands get hot and sweaty. He wondered if he was reacting to the planet's angry appearance or whether the hellish heat that no doubt reigned supreme on its surface sent out actual penetrating waves of warmth, perhaps to warn off intruders. He flicked on his commline to the Galactica and said: "Nice place. Didn't I see it listed in the R&R guide? You want us to orbit the equator or is there a 'cool zone' for---" "Keep out of its gravitational pull," ordered Tigh in a solemn voice. Tigh didn't like flippancy in transmissions to base, but had long ago given up ordering Lieutenant Starbuck to maintain the proper gravity while communicating." "Will do," Starbuck said. He cut off the Galactica line and switched over to direct-comm among the vipers in the formation. "Okay, guys," he said, "all youngsters move up ahead and lock in a holding pattern while Boomer and I get a closer scan of the surface." "Uh...uh... Lieutenant Starbuck, sir." The annoying squeak of Cadet Charlex again. "What is it this time, Cadet?" "Can I go along with you----please? I made a first in Scanning Procedure finals. I need the experience--" "This is no time for practice, Charlex. I'll give you a pop quiz later. Meantime, obey your orders. Your instructor did tell you guys about obeying orders, didn't he?" "Yes sir! Lieutenant, sir!" "All right, then. You guys, peel off. Cadet Ellis, you're in command." Starbuck could picture Charlex choking at that last order. The na‹ve young cadet felt like he was wearing his insides out, going around bent over all the time. Probably thought that Starbuck wanted to shove him over to the next man willing to put up with him. Nobody else in the fleet had the courage or stamina of a Colonial warrior. Charlex didn't want to be anything else. That was normal. But Charlex obviously hadn't learned that there were a million things in the universe he could do; there were also about a hundred million that he couldn't do. There's no fun in learning to face that, but he had to do it---if he didn't want to catch a laser beam in the throat. There weren't many other alternatives for eager new cadets these days. The vipers broke formation. The three cadet ships moved ahead as ordered, although Starbuck thought he could detect a shade of recalcitrance in the way Cadet Charlex executed the maneuver. "Let's do it, Boomer!" The ships of the two experienced lieutenants arched away from the cadet ships and edged cautiously toward the asteroid. On the commline, Starbuck heard Cadet Ellis: "Ramart....Charlex...Keep visual contact. Hold formation, Charlex." Ellis' voice was deeper, more mature than Charlex's, but there was still a cadetlike tentativeness in the sound of it. On Starbuck's control panel, the Galactica commline light flashed on. He flipped the communication switch. "Galactica reading," he said. Adama came on the line. "Starbuck," he said, "the planet below you has an atmosphere. Some bercesgadium content, but otherwise breathable, although the heat can ascend to unbreathable levels. I don't want you or any of your squadron to get too close. The bercesgadium indicates the possible presence of Cylons or other alien habitation. Be careful. Take a look and return." "About the bercesgadium. It's in cloud form?" "Sometimes." "Dense." "Sometimes." "Well then, don't worry, Commander. We won't go anywhere near that planet. Right, Boomer?" "Do you have time to put that in writing?" "Boomer, sometimes---" Starbuck was interrupted by a sudden blinding flash of light that seemed to come from the other side of the asteroid----where the cadet ships were! "Ellis!" he cried into the direct-comm. "What in Sagan's name was that?" "Damned if I know, sir," Ellis replied. "Biggest light show I've ever seen. I'm going to check it out." "No, wait for us," Starbuck said, but he could see on control-panel scanner that Ellis had already peeled away from the other two cadet vehicles and was heading toward the point where the light had flashed. "C'mon, Boomer," he said, "let's hop to it. That kid'll---" "Gotcha, Bucko." Both flight-command vipers curved into gradual loops and flew toward the cadet ships. As the cadet fighters came into view, Ellis speeding far ahead of Charlex and Ramart, a brilliant sphere of blue light suddenly emerged from the planet's cloud cover. Throbbing and fiery, it soared skyward, almost with a gliding ease. It headed toward Ellis' fighter. Too late Ellis started to brake the ship and change his flight angle. The blue light-sphere intersected Ellis' foundry-manufactured viper that now looked like a speck of dust dimly illuminated in the brightness of the gigantic arrow of light. Ellis' fightercraft was seared jaggedly down the middle before it erupted into a shapeless melting mass, and then exploded. The explosion's flames seemed dim by comparison with the brilliance of the force that had destroyed it. The light-sphere sailed off into space, as if launched on a steady even course, leaving no trace behind of the disintegrated craft. The words now coming over direct-comm from the remaining two cadet ships were jumbled, inchoate, and hysterical. Both pilots had changed their courses to fly toward the area where, moments ago, Cadet Ellis' ship had been. "Charlex! Ramart!" Starbuck souted. "Back off! We're coming!" "What happened?" Boomer said as he brought his viper up alongside Starbuck's. "He got picked off!" cried Charlex. "It's some kind of energy beam. Got Ellis, wiped him out, came at him like a photon---only bigger, much bigger!" Remembering Adama's cautionary words, Starbuck said: "What do you think, Boomer? Some kind of....catapult? With, say, a photon-based payload?" "Couldn't be. We're too far outta range. Never saw one that could pick off a target that accurately from the ground. I never saw that good a tracking device, especially not for that distance and situation." "Okay." Starbuck flipped the communication switch to the Galactica and shouted: "Blue Leader to Base! We're under attack! Ready the landing deck. We've lost a ship and we're coming in!" As he began to set his viper for the return course, Starbuck checked the whereabouts of Ramart and Charlex. They were both heading toward the dusty asteroid. "Charlex! Ramart! Set for return course. Now!" But both pilots, unheeding, headed their craft straight for a fast moving cloudbank in the planet's upper atmosphere. *********** Chapter Two: Cadet down! Silently, Apollo watched Boxey put Muffit through intricate maneuvers. The furry daggit-droid was a manufactured replica of the animal the boy had lost during the raid on Caprica. Actually, as Boxey had pointed out often enough, the droid did not replicate the original very accurately. The original Muffit, Boxey said, had been shaggy-haired and mostly gray. The reproduction's fur was thick and brown, and its body was larger, larger, in fact than any daggit Apollo had ever owned. Nor did its visible patches of hi-tech gears add to the illusion. However, the lab that had manufactured the prototype had included the essential traits for any daggit model; affection and loyalty. In the time since Boxey had tentatively accepted the droid from the laboratory, he had come to love it as much as, if not more than, the daggit he'd lost. Now, as the boy commanded the droid to sprawl on the cabin floor and do a sort of clumsy pushup, Apollo kept his eye on the youngster, amazed at how much the boy seemed to have grown in just the past few days. The difficulty of raising a growing and energetic child made Apollo wonder again whether he should've adopted Boxey. Homeless, and, since the Battle of Kobol, motherless, the boy needed somebody. But perhaps a flight commander was not the most suitable father. With the Galactica constantly under Cylon pursuit and unknown threats ahead, there was always the risk that Boxey could become a full orphan, and Apollo didn't know whether the boy could recover from still another loss among the many losses he'd already sustained. Thinking of the boy's tragedies led Apollo to remember the losses in his own family. His brother Zac dying, left behind by Apollo in a damaged ship to die under Cylon fire while Adama watched helplessly on the Galactica's bridge monitors. Later, both father and son had traveled to the devastated surface of Caprica to find that Ila, Adama's wife, his mother, had disappeared without a trace. "Dad?" Apollo almost didn't react to Boxey's question. He was still unaccustomed to being called Dad by the boy. "Yes, what is it Boxey?" "You, well, you sorta went away from me there for a minute." "Oh? Sorry 'bout that, Boxey. Just thinking. One of my bad habits, I'm afraid. You need something?" "Nope. Just wanted to make sure you're still here." Apollo smiled at the boy, but couldn't refrain from feeling sad. Even Boxey was aware of the risks. He didn't want Apollo to go away even when he was physically present. But there were more battles to come, more missions. I have to go away, Boxey, he thought, and there's no way I can sugar coat that for you, kid. The boy returned his attention to Muffit. "Darn you, daggit! I said twenty figure-eights. Now stop shirking!" Apollo was amused by the authoritative tone in the boy's voice as he barked commands at the droid. The boy was always saying how he planned to be a colonial warrior, a fighter pilot like his dad, and it had become part of his play. Well, he certainly looked to be warrior material, although only six yahrens old. He'd already shown an unusual bravery many times in the---- The blaring of the alert claxons shattered Apollo's train of thought. As he leaped toward the door, saying a quick good-bye to Boxey, he heard Adama's voice echoing from many speakers: "General quarters! General quarters! This is not a drill!" Hurrying onto the bridge, Apollo was quickly briefed by one of the officers. He rushed to his father's side. "Fighter control reporting," he said. "All squadrons standing by." Adama nodded, clapped a hand on his son's shoulder. "Starbuck's probe ran into something," he told Apollo. "He's lost a ship." He turned to Tigh, asked: "Situation?" Tigh leaned in toward the telecom screen, flipped a switch. "Starbuck," he said. "Report in." Sounding out of breath, Starbuck's voice came on the line. On the little screen, his face looked worried even in the telecom's unsure resolution. "It came from the asteroid, somewhere in the northeastern quadrant. A high-energy sphere of coherent light. Massive, very intense, blinding as a sun...we think it's some sort of photon-based weaponry, torpedoes, if you will---but they must have a gigantic launcher. Tigh, it's----" "Starbuck," Boomer's voice cut in, "we've lost contact with Charlex. Visual and scanner." "Stand by, Colonel. We're missing another ship." "And Ramart now!" Boomer yelled. "I've got no contact with Ramart either!" "Sorry, Galactica. Gotta break transmission," Starbuck cried. "Back with you in a flash." As Starbuck's voice faded, Apollo turned to Adama. "Father," he said, "let me take my squadron out after them, to protect them from----" "No, not yet," Adama said softly. "Not till we know more. But put your squadron on alert, Captain Apollo!" Apollo rushed off the bridge, grabbing a flight jacket held out by an aide just before he leaped through the hatchway to the corridor. ********** Starbuck frantically racked through all communications channels, trying to find a sound-trace of the missing cadets. "Charlex! Come in! Ramart!" Where are you?" "I got 'em!" Boomer shouted. "They're just inside critical gravitational pull." Boomer flashed Starbuck the coordinates identifying the location of the two ships. The static on the commline faded and the cadets' hysterical voices replaced the firelike crackle. "Charlex! Ramart!" Starbuck cried. "Get your astrums back here! You can't go down there!" Charlex's response was strident. "I saw where it came from! I don't like it! I'm going to make it go away!" "Turn back!" Starbuck said. "Don't enter the atmosphere. I repeat, for both of you, don't----" "Ellis was my roommate!" Ramart gasped, tears in his voice. "The bastards killed him!" "That's an order! Both of you turn back!" Starbuck's control panel scanner showed the two cadet ships not veering a milli-metron from course. "Target locked," Ramart said, his voice cooler now. "Right behind you," Charlex said. Starbuck set his viper downward, toward the asteroid's upper atmosphere. "Boomer,' he said, "we can't let them go down alone!" "Maybe we can't, but we have to! Starbuck, pull out!" "No way! You know me better than that, Boomer. Now either join me or return to the command ship." A pause before Boomer answered: "I never know whether you really mean that option. I'm just behind you, Bucko." The two vipers zoomed toward the cloud cover. Boomer's level voice came over the commline: "They're below the ionosphere, and they're going too fast for us to get a visual on them." "Record their short-range telemetry. Maybe we can get a fix." Involuntarily, Starbuck sucked in his breath as his ship descended into the atmosphere. ********** First Centurion Ra, Warrior of the Gladiator Class, sat regally in his command chair and gruffly barked orders to his first-brained subalterns. Some kind of intruder had been discovered in the skies of Equis. A photon torpedo from the launcher atop Mount Asenath had struck and destroyed a ship. Subsequent activity of other ships had been detected. Ra felt uncharacteristically nervous. Cylons rarely felt agitation of any sort. But then, Ra was not your characteristic Cylon. When he had been a first-brain fighter pilot, he had had occasional glimmerings that there was something odd about him. And he fast perceived that his "oddness" had little to do with his spectacular abilities to maneuver a Cylon fighter and destroy hundreds of Colonial spacecraft. No, the qualities he felt had more to do with the way he could perceive the universe, the way he could make simple mental connections that seemed impossible for other first-brain Cylons. In some combat instances he had been able to execute strategies that he knew was the equal of anything a second brain officer might've done. When he'd tried to express these strange feelings to other warriors, they had been unable to comprehend. A number of times his conversations were reported to superiors, and he had been called in for discipline. Thus he had learned to conceal his awareness of his own select rank among his peers. His inner isolation had also brought him feelings of loneliness, another emotion not usually felt by Cylons. After the ceremony in which had been awarded his second brain, his perception of himself increased more than twofold. He had been right, there was for him the potential for a special destiny. He knew immediately that he was one of the few second-brain Cylons whose intricate body mechanisms wouldn't reject the implantation of a third brain at a later evolved stage of his life. Most Cylons could not survive one more brain implantation, and therefore only few were ever scanned as eligible to be raised to Imperious Leader status. Of those few, many were simply not suited for overall command level because they were not qualified in other physical, mental, or emotional aspects. Ra discovered later that his own eligibility was endangered because of his tendency toward forthright commentary, a pronounced arrogance in his manner, and a need to bully other officers into agreement with him. The present Imperious Leader had cautioned him several times about these traits, saying that if he did achieve third-brain satus, he would comprehend at once the reasons why such traits could, from an overall objective view, be regarded as deficiencies. Nevertheless, Imperious Leader had admitted, Ra's assertive tendencies might just be overlooked, since, in certain situations, they resolved themselves into ingenious positive actions. Ra tried to obey Imperious Leader's admonitions, as any good Cylon must. His ambition increased, soared higher than any hopes ever displayed by his fellow executive officers, which were just barely able to express ideas of ambition, who perhaps were not in fact ambitious. That knowledge made him feel lonelier than he'd ever felt in the days when he had had only a single brain. Despite his own cautiousness, Ra encountered situations in which his negative traits came to the fore, and he cursed himself for his loss of control. He did not want to fall off the thin line he was treading, since it led directly to the monstrously high pedestal on which the Imperious Leader throne rested, and Ra needed desperately to continue along that line. His last outburst had nearly finished him and had resulted in the disciplinary assignment to this stony, distant, appropriately lonely outpost. Although there was considerable honor in being assigned command of the most massive weapon ever devised for the Cylon arsenal, Ra nevertheless felt the indignity of the discipline deeply. He vowed to perform actions here so heroic that Imperious Leader would have to call him back to the command base star. There he would prove himself worthy of the throne until the time came when he would actually ascend to it. The time when a new Imperious Leader would be chosen seemed frustratingly a long time away, but Ra would have to endure it. Anyway, it might not be so long. If the present Imperious Leader continued his obsessive quest to destroy all fleeing humans, to exterminate the grubby little race in fact, there were all sorts of openings, all sorts of possibilities that the Leader would tumble from his throne ahead of his time or even be destroyed by one of those cunning little human vermin. It was doubtful, but an ambitious being tended to contemplate lines toward the future with un-Cylon-like eagerness. Now, perhaps, his chance had come. As soon as the message that the escaping human fleet was being herded toward his sector arrived, informing him that it might be necessary to engage the immense firepower of the photon torpedoes, Ra had put his garrison on alert. Destroying the remnants of the human race just might be the thing to put Ra into the strategic position he had hoped for. It would draw Imperious Leader's approval and definitely put Ra in the forefront of all Cylon executive officers. It would--- A technician interrupted the first centurion's reverie. "Two fightercraft. Colonial. Entering defense perimeter." Rising, Ra examined the hexagonal screens for himself. Good. This confirmed the previous reports of anomalies and verified that the destroyed ship had also been colonial in origin. The two ships now onscreen were now skimming above the pinnacles and canyons of planet Equis, seemingly flying with purpose toward an objective. The foolish filthy little creatures! They were planning a physical attack on Mount Asenath and the photon torpedo launcher. Ra might've laughed out loud if such laughter were not regarded with suspicion among Cylons. "I want one of them taken alive," he said to his subalterns. ********** Starbuck's ship cleared the ionosphere, with Boomer following a moment later. The darkness ahead of them suggested they were on the "night" side of the planetoid. The only discernable lights were a fairly bright spherical glow in the foothills of a dimly outline mountain the ascended into the sky, and the contrails from the ships of the two cadets far ahead of them. "Got 'em, Boomer." As they closed in on the slower vipers of the two cadets, Starbuck punched up a general terrain scan. He was immediately impressed with the mountain. Although the great Daluraea Range on Caprica had contained mountains more awesome than this one, here on this small asteroid, rising up from a relative flatland, it was an awe-inspiring sight. Its ragged outlines and jagged peaks suggested a challenge even to an experienced mountaineer. And the vipers of the two cadets were heading right for it! Frak! That's all I need right now, Starbuck thought, to crash-land on a mountain like that chasing two brainless kiddie-pilots. I never planned on getting any mountaineering time into my files and records. He punched up a closer scan of the mountain. As the screen displayed the summit, some ungeological formations were indicated. The information at the bottom of the scanner screen made Starbuck inhale sharply. "What've you got, Bucko?" Boomer said. "On the top of that mountain, it's a gun emplacement. Huge. It's like it's carved out of the rock. The weapon itself's in a, what appears to be a urternitium bastion. And, Boomer, if my figures are correct, it's every bit as massive as we suspected. And, look, it's moving now. As big as it is, it ain't stationary----it's as maneuverable as....as a telescope in an observatory. I mean, the scale shows it as enormous, maybe the largest photon-torpedo launcher anywhere, Boomer. It's bigger than----oh my God!" The vipers of Charlex and Ramart were now slipping upward, zeroing in on the weapon itself. At the same time, the barrel of the cannon swung slowly around, pointed in their direction, yet just above them. Starbuck bellowed a curse as Ramart's ship eased into the weapon's lower range. Suddenly, an uncanny, luminiscently bright sphere of light erupted from the cannon's barrel, lighting up the night side sky and causing thousands of glittering rays to form a mazelike network across the immediate sandy surface of the planet. It enveloped Ramart's viper, which seemed to remain in a shadow outline for a brief moment, and then disintegrated into a blazing fireball. The photon torpedo passed to the left of Starbuck's and Boomer's ships, continuing to illuminate the surface of the planet in a daylike brightness, and then entered the mostly clear sky, briefly lighting it in a blue-streaked but quite peaceful-looking aspect. "Ramart!" Starbuck screamed, even though he knew the cadet was dead. "It's too late, Starbuck," Boomer said. "The kid's just bought it. I've lost Charlex's signal too." "It's there. I saw him. But it's being jammed. They know we're here too, Boomer. Stay low, that supergun can't reach us down here." "Right, Bucko!" Starbuck's scanner showed a trio of what were clearly Cylon fighters rising from an area beyond the superweapon. From the first shots they fired, at a target near the left side of the mountain, Starbuck knew immediately where Charlex was. ********** Ra ordered the launch of three fighters to make the remaining enemy pilot crash-land. The command pilot of the lead Cylon fighter carefully sent a warning shot against the viper's bow. In the hot and hazy atmosphere, the streaks of laser fire had the look of flaming arrows. "Colonial warrior," the Cylon flight commander said, "you will release control of your ship to us." The human's answer was to open fire. Ra ordered his flight commander: "Force him down!" "By your command." And the three Cylon ships converged upon their enemy. ********** Starbuck and Boomer watched helplessly as the Cylon ships forced Charlex down. Charlex's convulsive weeping came through an interruption in the jamming crackle of static: "No! Don't let them take me! Boomer----Starbuck!" "Hang on, kid. We're coming," Starbuck replied, even though he suspected the poor cadet couldn't hear him. "You're outta your mind," Boomer said. "Shut up, Boomer. He might not be much now, but he's gonna be a full warrior someday. We owe----" "Forget it, Starbuck," Boomer pleaded. "It's too late now to do anything for Charlex. By the time we get there, he's either dead or taken by those Cylon wankers." "But---" "Ain't no buts about it. We've got to get back and warn the Galactica. This weapon's like nothing in any of our warbooks. They've gotta know!" "I've lost two men. I'm not going to lose Charlex." "The problem is, buddy, you go up against that weapon all by your lonesome----and we lose you! That's why we gotta get back to the Galactica. One life against thousands! Starbuck...." For a moment, the furious blonde lieutenant was tempted to throw Boomer's cautions to the cosmic winds. But, knowing that his wingmate was right, he muttered another stygian curse and, following Boomer, swung his viper around. ********** Seeing that the human enemy had been effectively trapped and captured, Ra returned to his command chair. One of the monitoring centurions announced: "Two more fightercraft approaching, flying low." "Annihilate them as they come into range," Ra said. The monitoring personnel kept close watch on the two new ships, and then saw them swing around and slip over the near horizon. "Enemy fightercraft retreating," the technician said. "It would be to our advantage to use them to locate their command ship." "That will be impossible. They have already managed to elude our instrumentation." Ra nodded. The red streak of light moving back and forth across his helmet slowed, almost stopped. "Bring the captive to me," he ordered. ********** Imperious Leader turned to the simulation of Starbuck, which now seemed to lounge insultingly in its chair, an ugly stick the human called a fumarello clenched between its teeth. "I regret to inform you, Lieutenant," Imperious Leader said, "that your compatriots, apparently suspecting nothing, seem to have fallen blithely into my trap." The Starbuck simulacrum took the fumarello out of its mouth, flicked ashes from it as if the fumarellos had real substance, and said: "Think you got 'em in your slimy little claws, eh?" "Oh, not just yet. But we expect to have them at our mercy any centon now." "Then you ain't trapped 'em, bug-eyes." "Bug eyes? You are not programmed for racial slurs, Lieutenant. Especially any directed at me." "Sorry. Oversight, I guess. Sometimes even we holograms can't help expressing the obvious." Imperious Leader's hands gripped the sides of his throne more tightly, trying not to show anger at this unusually autonomous simulacrum. "I would like to speak to you about your commander," he said. "You mean....old Ironhull Adama?" "I do not understand. Hull made out of iron? I have never understood that he wore metallic battlesuits, as we Cylons do. Intelligence reports do not suggest that." The Starbuck hologram's irritating smile broadened. "Ironhull is a figure of speech. Don't you Cylons have figures of speech?" "We employ such things in our lyric poetry, but not ordinarily in our normal speech." "You guys write poetry?" The Starbuck seemed amazed. Imperious Leader was overwhelmed by how sharply outlined this simulation was, as if one could reach out and actually touch it. He almost wished to make the test, but knew his hand would go right through Starbuck's incorporeal form. "We have a faction of our society who uses figures of speech in the poetry they chant, but it is never written down. Cylon law forbids that. But much of it is, I understand, preserved orally." "But Cylons do have a written language?" "Of course." "Then why don't you let the poets write their work down?" "It is our custom, and has been since times more ancient than when your puny race first stood erect. Poets do no write down their poetry. It would be----unseemly." "Why unseemly?" "Because poets are not....not among the most desirable elements of our society. They are misfits, criminals, some even terrorists. We have found that assigning them to small poetry enclaves defuses their dangerous criminal traits that threaten our magnificently ordered society." "You said defuses." "I believe I did, yes." "You know what you just did, I.L? You used a metaphor. Figure of speech. Better watch yourself or they'll dethrone you." "I should order your beheading for what you have just said." The Starbuck laughed heartily. "Try it. I'd like to watch the blade slip through my neck. It'd be like a viper sliding through the clouds. Pardon the figure of speech." Imperious Leader reviewed the annoying conversation, found his way back to the point of the discussion. "I believe we were talking about Ironhull. Your commander." "Yep. Ironhull just means he's tough and not always penetrable to ordinary human eyes like mine. Around the crew, sometimes we call him Ironhull. Especially when we don't understand what's going on in his head. Is that any clearer?" "It is clear enough. Commander Adama----is he likely to detect the outline of our plan? Will he know that our pursuit is a way of directing him toward a destination that we have chosen?" "I think he might." "Why do you say that?" "You guys are hardly the subtlest creatures in the universe. You manage to be insidious, I'll give you that, and there are areas of alien psychology in your makeup that keep throwing us for loops. But you are not especially subtle when it comes to warfare. You like the big moves, you like to display the heavy weapons, you prefer to destroy by outmaneuvering your enemy, depending on numbers instead of intricate strategy, you prefer direct attack to sleek aerial maneuvers----all of these things have often given us the edge in battles." "In some battles, yes. But you should remember that, overall, we are the victors. Our methods have brought us the near-destruction of your military might, have brought us the annihilation of your twelve words, and have given us the domination of the universe." The Starbuck stopped smiling and nodded gravely. "Yeah, you got something there. By sneak attacks, torture and a total lack of mercy, you've nearly won it. But not quite all of it bug-eyes. We're still there, and we're on the run now. But someday, we may turn and face you, and then you'll...you'll..." "Why do you hesitate?" "Your data banks here cannot provide me the words that would effectively allow me to speak the disgust I feel for you." The Starbuck sounded almost mechanical. The edges of the simulacrum seemed to blur. "I believe, Lieutenant, that your day to turn and face us will never come. Your commander is headed on a course that will result in the final annihilation of your race. When it comes into range of our weaponry, Equis---" "We've beaten you before. We'll do it again." "I hardly think so, Lieutenant. This trap is what your people would call 'foolproof.'" The hologram's eyes seemed to narrow as he said: "With any luck, I.L., perhaps you can catch yourself a couple of fools." Pressing a button on the side of his throne, Imperious Leader made the Starbuck simulacrum disappear. Its vague outline seemed to remain for a moment even after the image had abruptly vanished. ********** From The Adama Journals I never knew Lieutenant Starbuck during his cadet days. However, stories----myths and legends of the Academy---have come back to me. Would that I could only verify their truth! I heard that, on off-duty centons, he would often unlock the war-game room (with "borrowed" keys, naturally) and turn the area into a vast amusement arcade, conducting lotteries on how many hits could be scored within specified amounts of time by a mock-flight vehicle shooting at images of Cylon ships, hiring the best hand-to-hand fighters to hold matches under simulated combat conditions (with a certain amount of gentlemanly wagering under Starbuck's supervision), and using the numbers of randomly selected spot quiz questions of a testing computer for some sort of roulette-styled game. Even though he conducted the arcade with a clientele of about one-third of the students attending, nobody on the faculty could ever nab him. Not that they didn't try, of course. But each time they tried to catch him in the act, they entered a war-game room that was silent and deserted. Rumor had it that, another time, a cheating ring developed among many of the cadets who were under such intense pressure to succeed that purloining tests or sending in better students as substitutes to take the exams began to seem like the easiest way out of their plight. They figured that Starbuck, with his reputationfor engaging anyone around him in a con, would go along with their plan and help them. "Sure," he said, I imagine with that irritatingly sly smile on his face. "What do you need, chums? What's coming up? Hmmm---Let's see---Military Astronautics 1033, am I right? What, you say your exam's tomorrow? Okay, you guys meet me in the Cylon throne room just before the test, I'll have copies of the answers ready for you there. No problem. See ya 'round, kiddies." ("Cylon throne room" was student slang for the communal bathrooms at the Academy.) The next day the cadets in the cheating ring showed up in the "throne room" and, sure enough, Starbuck was there, a twinkle in his eye and a set of answer papers in his hands. He told the cadets that this first instance of the answer service would be free of charge, they could discuss terms when the students had evaluated the worth of the service. I may never know how the cadets got the answers into the testing sites. Perhaps they memorized them, or sneaked them into the place in some ingenious cadet fashion. Anyway, the tests were fed to each individual testing cubicle by the exam-transmission system. The tests had been kept under lock and key, and guarded since the previous morning when instructors made them up. The examiner who told me this anecdote said there was no way any intruder could've gotten near the exams or discovered the answers. At least the staff thought so. The cadets from the cheating ring eagerly set to work, marking answers with their electronic pencils at a rate that no monitor had ever before seen from a cadet class. It looked like many of the students would finish the test way ahead of time, something of a phenomenon with the monstrously difficult Academy tests. A feeling of great confidence swept among the cadets who'd received the answers from Starbuck. Then they turned to the last page of the test booklet. At the bottom of the page was scribbled a note which was unmistakably in Starbuck's handwriting. This note appeared only in the test booklets of the cadets who were part of the cheating ring, another maneuver which led the examiner to tell me he believed the story might b apocryphal. Anyway, the note read: All of the answers, which I supplied you in the throne room, are incorrect. If you filled in each and every one of them, you just scored a zero on this exam. However, since we're all well versed in intermediate military strategy---a fancy way of saying we're graceful under pressure or good our reason and instinct to keep out of trouble---those of you who deserve to pass, who deserve to succeed beyond cadethood, have this option: there is sufficient time for you to rush back through this exam, change your answers, read the questions properly and choose the correct answer, and---If you're blessed with my kind of luck---successfully achieve a passing grade on this exam. But before you do that, first erase this not. May the blessings of the Lords of Kobol be with you. S." The examiner who related this story swore up and down that it couldn't possibly be true. I have observed Starbuck closely, ever since he came aboard the Galactica as a green but crafty young ensign. I have watched him "Starbuck" everybody in sight, including myself. Bottom line: I believe the story. ************************************** Chapter Three: Weapon of Mass Destruction If the tension on the command bridge had been flammable, one spark could've destroyed the entire Galactica. Athena, in an instinctive affectionate move, edged closer to her father, just out of range of his peripheral vision, simply to be there in case he needed her for anything. Starbuck's hand had nervously fumbled with his flight helmet as he and Boomer delivered their report to the commander. Their words, though properly formal and military in phrasing, came out in bursts of raw fury. At one point, Tigh put a calming hand on Starbuck's arm to steady him. Apollo could not stand still and he paced a small area of the bridge, sliding one hand along a railing as he walked. At the end of Starbuck and Boomer's report, Adama broke the shocked silence by saying to Athena: "Play back the tape of what Starbuck picked up from Charlex's scanner." Everyone on the bridge cringed visibly when the pictures of Ramart's viper being blown up were shown. Then, as Charlex faced his ship toward the summit of the mountain and the awesome photon supercannon was revealed, everyone inhaled sharply or swallowed hard or simply gaped in wonder. "Good Lord!" Adama cried. "Athena, freeze on that weapon." Quickly Athena stopped the tape and reversed it a few frames then adjusted the resolution of the picture. Knowing her father would want figures about the weapon, she worked out the calculations immediately. "Sir, I have a fix on the scale. The ramparts are fourteen metrons high. Ammunition appears to be photon-based. Destructive power nearly infinite within two hectares." "We're just out of its range now," Tigh whispered, examining Athena's data. "It can't zero in on us accurately, although they could still hit us with a random shot." "Just one," Adama said softly, "maybe two of those photon bolts could destroy the Galactica!" Apollo hit the railing beside him with a hard ham-fisted slap that rattled it on its moorings. "It's fantastic!" he said. "Yes, the Cylons are a highly advanced, mechanized culture, but their technology can't have reached those proportions. Their weaponry tends to be less----" Starbuck angrily interrupted him: "Frankly, Apollo, I don't give a flyin' shit who built it. It's there, and it took two of my pilots!" Apollo and Starbuck glared at one another, each spoiling for a fight in their frustration over the deaths of Ellis, Ramart, and probably Charlex. Breaking the line of sight between them, Adama stepped in front of Starbuck and calmly said: "Combat losses are my responsibility. You took the only course of action you could be returning to the Galactica with these scans." "Tell that to Cadet Charlex!" he shouted furiously. Then, catching the disapproving glare in his commander's eyes, he added: "Sir." Adama, his eyes saddened, nodded. Athena knew her father could always sympathize with insubordination that originated from anger over combat deaths. He turned to Colonel Tigh and said: "That's it then---this is why the Cylons squeezed us into this course." Apollo, leaning on the railing, said: "How long until their pursuit force catches up with us?" "Depends on where their base ships are," Adama said. "We've got too much firepower for their attack squadrons. They'll hang back; make their occasional sneak attacks. But you can wager it won't be long until they bring up base ships." The officers of the bridge fell silent, until Starbuck finally spoke up: "Commander, Blue Squadron can take out that supercannon." That's our Starbuck, Athena thought. Although he advises all cadets never to volunteer, he's always the first to step forward when the Galactica is threatened. "To send in a squadron of fighters would be tantamount to a mass suicide," Adama said. "You've seen what that weapon can do." "Still," Tigh said, pointing at the star map to the last known location of the Cylon pursuit force, "we cannot turn back." "No," Adama said. "Then....what's left?" said Boomer. Adama turned to Athena and ordered: "Put up the geologic scan of the asteroid's surface." "Yes, sir." Adama examined the subsequent picture for a long moment, and ten pointed toward it, saying: "The only solution is to land a small, highly specialized task force down on the surface, probe their defenses for weakness and, most importantly, destroy that weapon." Tigh, studying the geologic scan, said: "Assuming, of course, that there is a weakness. If we find there's not.... " Adama nodded, raised his eyebrows querulously. "The risks will be high, as they always are," he said. "But...but that's suicide," Starbuck muttered. Adama glanced at Starbuck, no anger for the young man's outspokenness visible in his eyes. "Unfortunately, I can see no alternative," Adama said. "I am open to other suggestions, though." All anyone on the bridge could offer were a few coughs and a couple of murmurs. "Program a search for qualified personnel," Adama said to a communications officer. "Anyone experienced in desert-planet survival. Experts in mountaineering. Specialists in heavy demolitions. Once the readout is assimilated, we will convene in the Briefing Room. Until then, everyone not on duty right now return to your cabins and get in as much sack-time as you can. Once the mission is initiated, there might not be a time for any of us to rest." Athena exchanged a worried glance with Apollo, each of them sending to the other the message that the one person who should rest, their father, would be the only one to disobey that particular general order. ********** Light....red light....moving slowly from side to side against an icy metallic background...blurs....hot...so bitterly hot....dark clouds...thunder roaring....lightning flashing....wind blowing.....the red light coming closer....Ramart's scream as the photon torpedo hit his ship....all the pieces of his ship.....how many pieces....uncountable....could they be put back together like in a puzzle....Ramart dead. Ellis dead, no that can't be.....the red light up against my eyes, trying to draw me into it....red light, Cylons, the stupid red light on their helmets....heat...red light....heat everywhere...so hot...no more...cool air... They're not very nice...they don't like me.....I can tell...No....don't let them take me away! Charlex came awake suddenly. The red light interfering with his dream was on the helmet of a Cylon staring down at his prone body. Everything came back to him in a rush of memory. The balls of light, the destruction of his friends' ships, his own viper being forced down, the clouds overhead, turning dark and ominous, coming together for a massive cloudburst. The lightning flashing as he climbed out of his ship and faced the four Cylons who surrounded him, their quartet of moving red lights alarmingly eerie in the stormy gloom. One centurion had ordered him disarmed, and two others had performed the deed before Charlex's arms, seemingly paralyzed with fright, had been able to resist. What was it the centurion in command had said before the others dragged him away and he had lost consciousness? "Take him to Ra," the alien had said. He had definitely wanted Charlex to understand, for he had spoken it in the language of the humans and not of Cylons. The Cylon now examining him was different from the ones that had captured him. There were more wide black strips across the metallic portions of his uniform. The black lines indicated rank in a Cylon officer, Charlex had been instructed back at the academy. Then this one was a leader of the Cylons on this sandy, stony world. A much-decorated Cylon of the Gladiator Class, if his instructors had been correct in their interpretations of alien heraldry. What was a Cylon of the Gladiator Class doing on a distant, barren ball of stone like this one? And where was the fleet? And did they know Charlex came from the fleet? Maybe not. A cadet's uniform differed from a warrior's, and there was no Galactica insignia on it. Quickly Charlex reviewed in his mind the lessons he'd been taught about proper behavior in the event of capture by the enemy. Never give more than your name, rank, and classification numbers. Never succumb to the transparent attempt of an enemy to engage you in casual conversation. Always remember that you are a colonial fighting man and every kind of dealing you have with the enemy must be regarded as combat. Never speak at all unless there is no other choice. Charlex remembered his instructor pausing at this point in the lecture. "However," he had said, "in the event of torture, the fleet does not require your compliance with any of these proscriptions. We would prefer you to withhold information, but you won't be condemned if torture extracts it from you." Another cadet raised his hand and asked if perhaps torture might be better than succumbing to torture. The instructor had replied, "It might, but choices like that cannot be dictated. The fleet recommends survival over suicide." Charlex vowed now to let the Cylons kill him before revealing anything to them----nevertheless, a voice deep within his juvenile brain seemed to whisper: not so fast, kiddo. The Cylon's commander identified himself as First Centurion Ra, then in a guttural brusque voice said: "You are a colonial warrior?" But Charlex, too weak and immature to stand up to this arrogant Cylon officer, ignored the question and instead responded: "What are you going to do with me?" "We are going to interrogate you. You will answer all questions truthfully. If not, your life is forfeit." "I won't let you touch me," Charlex said in a low voice. "I---I'll make you go away." "You will not be harmed if you cooperate." Charlex did not answer, but he had the look of a caged animal just before it turns upon its trainer. Ra didn't seem at all disturbed by the cadet's pitiful attempts at defiance. He rose calmly from his command chair and approached Charlex. "Do as you are told," Ra spoke briskly. "I will not repeat my warning." "Don't push me!" "Do as you are told or I will terminate you myself." His helmet light stopped moving back and forth. It shined a menacing red beacon down upon Charlex's innocent face. "That is your only choice, human. Either obey us or die." Keeping in his emotions had always been difficult for Charlex. Back at the academy, Ramart was always dropping by his cubicle and giving him gentle lectures about caution, about not questioning the lecturers so much. But what did Ramart know, he had always thought. Ramart didn't long to be a command officer. Like he said, he just wanted to fly the nuts and bolts off his viper. The smiling, chubby-cheeked face of Ramart seemed to materialize in front of Charlex now, as if replacing his own reflection in the shiny metal of the Cylon's silvery uniform. Then he saw Ramart in his cockpit, then he saw Ramart's ship exploding into a million disintegrating fragments, and tears welled up in his light-blue eyes. He blinked quickly twice, hoping that the Cylon hadn't noticed. Who could tell what Cylons noticed? What did they see with even? Was that red light drifting so lazily from side to side in his helmet an aid to Cylon eyes, perhaps a focusing mechanism that, in its scanning, brought a single vivid picture to the monster's organs of sight? If Ra perceived Charlex's tears, there was no way of telling. The Cylon merely continued to circle him proceeded to ask his questions. "How many viper fighters left in the fugitive fleet?" "Why?" "Because I want to know. Are you from the Galactica, or is there another battlestar out there that somehow survived our final assault upon the Colonies?" Charlex held his breath as he thought it over. Finally he said: "It's my game, Mr. Ra. You have to find out." Ra stared directly at Charlex, his red light now gliding faster and faster from side to side along the dark line at the top of his helmet. He started to reach for his sidearm---then, if a Cylon could be considered capable of changing his mind---withdrew his hand from the butt of his pistol. "You are made of flesh and blood, human. You have a nervous system that carries impulses, the sensation of pain. Intense pain. You call this agony, do you not?" He leaned his head closer to Charlex, nearly formed the Cylon version of a whisper: "To repeat my first question: how many combat ships in the Galactican fleet?" Charlex whispered back: "I don't know how many. There's just a lot of them. I only want to be nice but you won't let me. None of you will." He stood there for a moment, like a stabled equine, nostrils flared, breathing heavily. "All right. From now on I'm not talking. I'll pretend you Cylons aren't even here." Ra leaned back, motioned to the two guards and another pair of the aliens who stood by a nearby entranceway. "Do not let him lose consciousness," he said and then turned around, returned to his command chair, and sat down in the awkward cumbersome way of the Cylon. The other Cylons, arms raised, with many distorted reflections of Charlex flashing off their outer armor, closed in on the young cadet. ********** Starbuck stood to the side as the others, huddled together, nervously awaited the results of the computer search. He couldn't stop thinking of the three lost cadets, particularly Charlex. He remembered each of Charlex's na‹ve and, at the time, annoying questions, and now wished he'd been less blunt, more avuncular with the curious trainee. Charlex was probably dead, and whatever Adama said about command responsibility, the fault was Starbuck's. He didn't like drawing to a losing hand time and again, didn't want to chance losing another cadet. Rapidly, the computer sorted out the names of people whose qualifications fit the assignment as entered in the program. Athena ripped out the readout copy and said: "All right. We have five specialists. Three support." Adama nodded. "Lock it in," he said. "Locked in. And here's the roster," Athena said, handing her father the paper. He examined it briefly, and then thrust it at Starbuck. "This is the team, Starbuck. You and Boomer go get them. I must warn you that they might be a trifle recalcitrant, so give them a good pep talk. Understand?" As Starbuck started to leave the bridge, he glanced at the list. He stopped abruptly and whirled on Adama. "You gotta be kidding....sir." "What's the problem, lieutenant?" Adama raised his eyebrows. Starbuck moved closer to him and whispered: "These are---they're criminals. They're grid barge inmates." A hint of a smile from the commander before he whispered back: "You are authorized to collect them, Starbuck." "I know that, sir, but----" "It is so ordered." "Yes sir." A worried look on his face, Starbuck gestured to Boomer to follow him. Prisoners? He thought. Why in Kobol's name would the computer come up with a list of prisoners? Grid-rats. Barge-lice. Is this the tribute we're giving to those three doomed cadets, sending a bunch of criminal misfits on a mission of grave importance? Starbuck shook his head from side to side, wondering if the computer was suddenly under enemy control, and if this was a part of the trap that the commander had earlier spoken of. "What's the matter?" Boomer muttered as they strode down the corridor. "Something serious?" "No, we've just placed the fate of the fleet in the hands of a bunch of murderers and cutthroats, that's all." Boomer scowled. "Well," he said, "as long as it's nothing serious." ********** The Book Of Zodiac: In my dream I seem to separate from my body and drift upward, through the walls of this lousy cell, through the superstructure of the grid barge itself. For a while I float above the ship, looking down upon its dim gray exterior, its battered sections of unpolished, impersonal metal---seeing simultaneously, it would seem, the hundreds of lost souls who are trying to squirm within the squares of her grids, each prisoner trying to find one comfortable spot in which to rest. You never find it but you keep looking. You're like the hairy luminous-eyed quadruped hututh that hides from its natural enemies in the nearest enclosed niche it can find, but, unlike the hututh, you must settle instead for a scratchy rope being blown to and fro by a stiff wind. I can't stand staring at the barge any longer and I seem to catch a magical air current that has mysterious snaked its way through the vacuum of space, just to find me and help me escape. Escape, escape, escape. The only real dream an inmate can have, no matter in what form his dreaming mind disguises it, is escape. He may escape from his body, as I do, or find himself in a fantasy world of sweet pulpy food, beautiful people, and complete luxury. I slide off into empty space, leaving the fleet behind me. Looking back over my shoulder, I watch the ships turn into slowly flying insects, gradually diminishing to specks and disappearing. The Galactica is the last to disappear; it is the largest insect of all. As I look forward again, I know that ahead is either the good dream or the nightmare. In the good dream, I land on a lovely world that is smaller than Caprica and has a gravity approximately equal to that of Caprica. Its atmosphere is a clear asparagus and contains mostly carbon dioxide with some nitrogen and oxygen. I see the pale, azure clouds drift by and admire the monstrously garish sapphire sun. The stars are a beautiful green-blue. There are five moons, one of which is small and sky blue, another is petite and white, yet another is tiny and asparagus, the fourth is tiny and gray, and the last is gargantuan and olive, but unlike my planet, they are barren. This planet has innumerable continents and two large islands. The most sacred continents are ruggedly mountainous and they have gentle, rolling hills. Aside from those, the terrain on the islands and other continents is most commonly mountainous. This expansive world has seven major rivers, dozens of major lakes, ten major swamps, and seven seas and oceans, the most prominent source of water being the lakes. The grass and other low-lying flora is silver, various trees are steel grey and white, and leaves turn shocking periwinkle in the third season. The cool soil is amethyst, the rocks are ruddy, and water is gorgeous antique gold. It has a voice, this world, and it tells me that I have been pardoned, redeemed, and shall spend the rest of my days living in happiness and beauty. The nightmare is precisely the opposite of the good dream. I'm burning in a river of molten lava under the crimson skies of a primeval planet. The stench of sulfur is everywhere. My flesh is burnt black, black as space. And Venus is there, her long blonde hair flowing like a finned sea creature in the hot winds. Venus is there, reaching for me. But is she trying to save me or kill me? That dilemma is the essence of the nightmare. This time, the bad dream seems to be trying to morph itself into the good dream. Or is Venus trying to jump into the hellish lava river and join me in death? I never find out, for the next thing I'm aware of is Lipeh, the turnkey with the arrogant cadet-blue eyes, is shaking me awake. It seems as if he's simultaneously trying to bash in my skull on the metal flooring. "Hey! Cut that out, Lipeh!" I cry. "I'm awake. I'm awake. Look at my eyes. Open, right? Awake. Open eyes mean a man is awake. Got that?" Finally, reluctantly, he stops shaking me, mutters in that voice that sounds like crunching desert sand underfoot: "They need you." "Who needs me?" "Just get the frak up, Zodiac. Some Colonial warriors wanna see ya." "That right? Well tell 'em I only receive visitors at teatime." He pulls me to my feet and pushes me out of the cell. As we stroll down the free-channel, between the rows of grid-cells, I hear the various dream noises of those other prisoners who are in their cells and not on some laborious work detail somewhere. The moans and grunts seem to blend into a chant of hatred and despair. Lipeh takes me, surprisingly, to a briefing room in the barge's executive quarters. It's a well laid-out place; plush chairs, posh tables, decorated mirrors, bad but colorful paintings on the walls----the kind of paintings that provide the approved reality for idiots who can't tell a picture from a painting. Standing on one side of the room, as if they're disdaining the use of the luxurious furniture, are two tall Colonial warriors---one white, one black, and both formidable-looking. The black is clearly bright, he has the kind of questing eyes that tell you he hasn't learned it all yet and neither have you. The white's a handsome guy, clearly a ladies' man, yet tough, the kind on whom a dress-uniform cape looks molded. His body is strong and muscular; I can tell he's from the best breed of pilots. But his eyes---those are deceptive. They say he can bluff and he knows how to call a bluff. There's a little bit of con man in them, a little bit of fool, a little bit of hero, a little bit of this, a little bit of that. I think I'd kinda like him, like both of them, in fact, if only they weren't stinkin' Colonial warriors. Well, they might be unwilling to take advantage of the plush furniture, but I might not see anything like one of these overstuffed conference chairs again, not for a long time. Ignoring Lipeh, I stride to the seat that obviously belongs to the head of the table during meetings, plop my astrum down on it and put my legs up, like I'm ready to call the meeting to order and am merely waiting for the yes-man to quit shuffling his notes. Neither warrior shows much reaction to my audacity, but Lipeh, rushing toward me, is clearly furious. Before he can get to me, though, the black puts himself between Lipeh and me and says: "Whatever you're gonna do, pal, do it to me first." Lipeh, clearly intimidated, mutters an obscenity and skulks away. The white begins to speak, addressing his remarks to his companion, talking of me in the third person in that bureaucratic manner I'm always encountering and always despising. "Zodiac," he said, reading the information off the screen of a mini-computer he holds in his hand. "Commander of the Sand Garrison on the desert planet Eidiyn. He and his gang raided a Cylon outpost." "Nothing illegal about that," the other man says, a smidgen of irony in his voice. Sharp guy, like I thought. "But it wasn't a military operation," says the white. "It was an armed robbery. They plundered a Cylon radium mine and refused to surrender the bounty to their Colonial commander." Ahh! He's just like all the rest of those wankers: treating our escapade like an act of piracy. It didn't feel like that at the time. Took me a long while to assemble just the right team to join Venus and me. Besides Jonah and Samuel, there were the four others, the ones whose names I can't remember anymore. Their deaths have interfered with my ability to remember what they were called. And it was no picnic stealing into the Cylon sector undetected, climbing the steep north face of the high bluff overlooking the Cylon encampment and the mine, trying to hammer pitons into rotten rock that refused to accept them, losing Matic and Ruth while attempting the traverse across the rocky slope just because Jonah had been too late in shifting the boot-ax belay that might've saved them. And then there was the rope descent to the encampment in the dead of night after glissading down the smooth eastern wall of the canyon. Our ropes were securely anchored in a saddle, but we knew there was danger always present. Especially since the Cylon's guns could pick us off at will if they spotted us. But they didn't spot us. We sneaked into the encampment, blasted all the Cylon warriors, but lost two more members of our own team in the process. The rest of the Cylons, the worker drones, capitulated to us easily, and we got out with all the radium we could store inside the Cylon freighter whose controls Jonah knew as well as those in a viper cockpit. After all that, that smug colonial commander, with his aristocratic overbearing manner, tried to force us to heave to (who in Hades were the pirates anyway, them or us?) and surrender the bounty. As if he had any right to it! "He didn't go in under Cylon guns," I say to the two men, "so he didn't deserve any part of it. Who are you? When I deal with slime devils, I like to know who they are." Both men stand tall and exchange a puzzled glance before replying. "Starbuck," says the white man. "Viper pilot. Blue Squadron, Battlestar Galactica." "Boomer. Commander Adama's Strike Wing." Adama, eh? Figures his ugly puss would be involved in this somehow. Adama was the colonial commander who'd tried to appropriate my bounty from me. His angular face with those icy but penetrating eyes appears before me. I almost want to tell Starbuck and Boomer to find a quick black hole and jump in, but I decide to play a waiting game, see what they're up to. Anything to stay out of that cell, for a while. "What's the drill?" I ask. "You'll find out soon enough," Starubuck replies then motions toward the door. I look in the direction of his gesture. Jonah is now standing there, his bullish body and hairy face nearly filling the entranceway. Well, the lower half of the entranceway, anyhow. Jonah's not very tall, but it doesn't make a damn bit of difference, the way his body---with its low center of gravity and muscular broad shoulders---is constructed. His ash-blonde hair and beard are as unkempt as ever; Jonah and hairstyling don't mix very well, and his droopy olive eyes smolder with the usual rage, some of it probably deriving from the sight of me sitting comfortably in my plush briefing-room chair. A guard pushes him forward into the room and the chains, which are always required on a rebellious lout like Jonah clank against the metal flooring. Jonah looks back at his guard as if he'd rip the man's spleen out right now if the chains didn't retard his movements so much. Starbuck mutters to Boomer, but loud enough for me to hear: "Boy, that computer sure knows how to pick 'em," He looks down at the mini-computer screen. "Jonah. Expert in scaling mountains, canyons, pinnacles and general wilderness survival. Muscle man. Sand Garrison. This guy's practically a one-man task force." Jonah says nothing, just stares with his hate-filled eyes. There are bruises all over those planes of his face not covered by hair. His jailers are using psychological methods to keep him in line, I see. A wisecrack comes to my lips, but before I can send it in Jonah's direction, my attention is diverted toward the doorway once more. It's dark, but I know what's coming. I can always sense Samuel when he's within a kilo-metron of me. Sure enough, his reddish-brown skinned body eases itself into the room as if there were no turnkey guiding his way. My blood begins to boil. Samuel always affects me this way. His obsidian eyes remind me somehow of erupting volcanoes. His hair, in direct contrast to Jonah's, is jet-black, with long sideburns, the back of his neck practically invisible where covered by his hair. I wonder if he still hates me, still resents me as an authority figure, however much my leadership qualifications have been diminished by my hitch in this stinking prison. "Samuel," Starbuck says, staring at the screen, "demolitions expert and specialist in alien environments." Samuel steps forward and speaks. His voice is as quiet as his movements---and, in a way, just as graceful. "When people talk about me, I like to see the whites of their eyes." Starbuck glances up from the mini-computer. Interpreting their look at each other is a job for an expert in facial language. What with the trickiness in Starbuck's active eyes and the distance in Samuel's placid eyes, there seems no possible meeting ground for communication between the two. Ever. "I work with breathing gear," Samuel says, his voice as gentle as a grassland wind. "Rare gases, chemical blends. I can take you through land, air, fire, water...." "And blood," Starbuck says. "It says you're a convicted murderer." "I am convicted murderer," says Samuel, mysteriously smiling. Murder. I'd forgotten that. After our capture, Samuel had grappled with the arresting officers. He knocked four of them down. Two never got up. Why should that have surprised me? When we met, rumors of past killings performed skillfully by Samuel had preceded him. I stare at Jonah and Samuel, wondering what to say to them, or if I should remain mute in order to scout out the general terrain. I'm about to make the desert scout's hand signal that means all's well, but a voice from the doorway nearly nocks me right out of my seat: "Hello, Zodiac, you miserable scabby insect." I don't want to look. With Jonah and Samuel already here, I should've expected Venus would be next. I don't want to look---but I look anyway. I'm not surprised at what my eyes behold. There's no way those snitrod jailers could subdue her spirit. She still looks stunning. A big-boned woman, she's a shade taller than me, and, in my present debilitated condition, I'm sure she appears more powerful. Her sunshine-blonde hair is still shoulder length and poufy, still able to bring out the keenness of her sloe-eyed look. Her high cheekbones add to her slightly alien appearance. She hates me, but I want, this moment, to take her in my arms and beg her to love me again. It's hard to remember when things were good for us. We met so long ago, before the radium-mine raid, before Eidiyn----on our mutual home world of Scorpia. I vaguely recall a time when we were so young that we romped and frolicked, when our love was predominant, more important than the petty drives that impelled us later. After the radium raid, she blamed me for the deaths of the four men and one woman, but the real split between us had formed much earlier. The last happy time I can clearly recall was a mountain-climbing expedition in the difficult Caprican Daluraea Range. We were both on extended furlong, with added time for injuries resulting from some acts of combat that the military chose to deem heroic, and we climbed those mountains alone, refusing even to take communicators along so that the safety-conscious Mountain Control Squad could know our whereabouts. We could easily have been lost forever, crushed in the stony death of an avalanche, dropped down into a crevasse. But we not only survived our foolhardy adventure, we conquered five summits, one of them previously unclimbed. What forced us apart after that is a series of little mysteries. An argument over a matter of battle strategy resulted in a small rift---in desert reconnoitering lingo, a crack in an otherwise sturdy boulder. A petty domestic harangue perhaps increased the crack to the point where it actually split the boulder in two. More disagreements, more dissatisfactions, more suppressing of real emotion, led to a depression that turned into a gully, the gully growing into a ravine, the ravine finally---with the tragic end of the raid----becoming a deep canyon, separating us forever. Even now, the sand, the rock, the pinnacles, mountains and valleys of our lives seem to lie around us. Well, I carry the comparison too far. Venus would say I carry everything too far. "Whee-oo!" Boomer whispers to Starbuck, clearly impressed by Venus' formidable appearance. "She looks like she could take us all on. With or without chains, she'd probably beat us all." "Venus," Starbuck says, consulting his computer again. "Med-tech first class. Expert in laser wounds. And desert experienced. She's---" "What's the mission?" Venus interrupts briefly. "Commander Adama'll be briefing you," Boomer says. Venus casts a glance my direction. "Adama, huh? You buddy-buddy with Adama now, Zodiac?" I laugh. "Just like two sandkings in a muddy burrow," I say. Venus scoffs at the joke, and then addresses Starbuck and Boomer: "To have Zodiac and myself in the same place at the same time is asking for big trouble. I suggest you return me to my cell. I'm better off with the rot in there than with the likes of Zodiac." Starbuck smiles. What in Hades is he so pleased about? "I take it you don't like him," he says to Venus. Venus smiles broadly, displaying her white even teeth. "I'm married to him," she says. The smile goes away as quickly as it came, and she speaks more softly: "And no, I don't like him." "Hello, Venus," I say. "You're still prettier than a Libran---" "Shut up, Zodiac!" she says loudly. "I'm not taking any more of your birdlime. None of us are." Boomer examines the four of us, the old team now in irrevocable rift, and mutters to Starbuck: "What a cozy little group we've got here. This is one mission, Starbuck, I know you're not going to volunteer for." "I feel sorry for you, Boomer, but I'll never be able to reach you. "Let's get these...these gentleman and lady out of here, Boomer," Starbuck says, as he folds up his mini-computer and slips it into a pocket of his flight jacket. Boomer looks very disturbed as he orders Venus and Jonah unchained and then herds us all out of the briefing room. I'm going to miss that chair, and I figure it's going to be a long time before I can ease myself into one like it again. ********** Chapter Four: A Contrived Search? Apollo could almost feel the Galactica's motionlessness, as if the ship had miraculously managed to brake to a complete stop, instead of just drifting at a point out of the photon supercannon's range. He made his knock on Adama's cabin door sound firm and determined. A touch on Adama's desk panel made the door whisper open. Adama looked up, smiling at his firstborn son. "All right, what's wrong?" Apollo's father wanted to know. "You look like you want to bite somebody." "I do want to bite somebody, father." Adama's eyes narrowed and the smile disappeared. "Explain," he ordered his son. " The computer search for members of the landing party, it disqualified me. It sounds to me like it's been influenced, contrived." A flicker of anger came to Adama's eyes as he said: "That's a serious charge, son." He was offering Apollo a chance to retreat, but Apollo was clearly not going to take it. "I'm aware of that," Apollo said. "It is a serious charge." He struggled to keep his voice level. "You don't want me to go, is that it?" Adama swung his chair away from the desk and gave Apollo his patented icy glare. It had cowed grown men long before Apollo, Zac and Athena had come into his life, and it always worked on insubordinate Galactican officers. "Do you honestly believe I'd spare a member of my own family?" he said. Apollo became aware that the recording device above the desk was now on, had been operative perhaps since he had made his charge. He backed down, but not by much, speaking now in slow, measured words. "I'm suggesting the selection was biased, or I would've been chosen. I'm qualified in survival techniques. I'm single. I have the proper endurance rating, not only proper but also the highest among Galactica's personnel, officer and enlisted man. I also have the weapons capability, command factor, the ability to---" "But," Adama interrupted, "you lack experience in red-hot temperatures." Apollo was prepared for this objection. "None of our warriors have such training," he said. Adama swung his chair toward the desk. "If the computer passed you over, it did so for a reason." Apollo was equally prepared for this observation, and struggling to keep his voice legitimate and controlled, he said, "And I know exactly what that reason is. You are the sole judge of who's expendable and who's not. And, according to Colonel Tigh, I'm rated as nonexpendable." Adama sighed. "You are the highest-rated combat experienced commander we have. It's imperative that we conserve----" "Are you sure your feelings are not obscuring your objective judgment on this one, sir?" Apollo moved toward his father. Adama remained silent, staring sightlessly at the surface of his desk. "Don't you think I understand?" Apollo said, his tone gentler now. "You've lost so many members of the family. Zac. Mother..." Both of them now lapsed into silence. Obviously his father was remembering the same scenes that were obsessing Apollo. Zac being blown out of the skies by the Cylons. He and his father returning to Caprica to realize that Ila, too, was dead. The feelings these memories engendered couldn't be adequately spoken, not even between father and son. Adama rubbed his eyes as if to remove the memories and said to Apollo: "Don't ask me to reprogram the search. I won't do it." "You don't have to. Just expand the party by one." "Apollo!" "If, as you said, I am your highest-rated commander, then you need me on this mission. What difference does my expendability or lack of it, make when you know we're going up against that death weapon? If this mission fails, we're all doomed, all due to be blasted to pieces. And you know it!" The two men stared at each other for a long moment, each trying to cling to his personal stubbornness. But finally, Adama, assuming his command voice, relented. "Tell Colonel Tigh it is so ordered," he said, and started to swing his chair back to his desk. Before he could do so, Apollo touched his hand, and returned his cold look with an affectionate one. A hint of a warming effect in the commander's steel-blue eyes appeared briefly. It was enough for Apollo. He nodded and then strode quickly out of the command cabin. ********** Athena, who'd been informed by Apollo of his plan to join the mission and had advised him against confronting their father, felt angry when she pulled out the new mission list from the computer and saw her brother's name added to it. She considered going to her father to lodge a complaint, but knew that it would do her no good. Adama wouldn't appreciate bei